i shall, after sooo many weeks, blog about my school holiday at malaysia.. my family minus my eldest sis, with cik raihan's family went to malacca then KL then penang then KL back. =D

so the reason we were at malacca is to visit cik raihan's family there.... his siblings were there too... there nice people... very chatty, like cik raihan. =D then before we went on our way to KL, we sort of ate dinner together, but sat at different tables. =))

then at KL, we stayed at cik raihan's condo.... a usual... i tell you we did soo much shopping.... then at KLCC kak nana bought her 4-inch heeled shoes from Vincci... oh ya, and bought Dhoom 2 from a shop near Masjid India ... heheh hrithik roshan is love...

you know what? i obviously can't remember so much about what we did.. so these are just highlights...

so then after KL was penang... the last time we went ther was like 10 years ago la.. ya.. when we were little tykes.. there we stayed at a condo owned by the singapore police whatever.. (SAF?) for the use of singapore policemen when they're overseas or something.. cik raihan's a police officer you see?

so anw, the condo was real nice... very cleannn... it has 3 rooms- 2 had airconditioning but the other one had a ceiling fan... the plan was that my parents use one of the airconditioned rooms and cik raihan and wife use the other while my sisters and i and zahirah use the 3rd rm.... so leaves the two guys forced to sleep in the living rm.. hurhur... but duh obviously they din want to... i heard they were scared. hurhur! lol laa....

so anw, one night we went out to a pasar malam... looked at the stuffs there and bought some souvenirs... cik zalina (cik raihan's wife) bought soooooooo many pirated CDs like shrek3, POTC... and MANY more... my family (or rather just us sisters) don't like buting pirated CDs. no class. hurhur. prefer to wait for the original to come out.... i think it's just nice to collect them. sometimes the casing of original CDs are pretty and different. =D

in the condo, we played many games especially checkers and chess... so fun la... zhafir is such a chatterbox... then we watched dhoom 2 (they brought their CD player)... guess at what time? we started at abt 12 am and watched till 3am... hurhur. can you believe it? so weird staying up until soo late.. yup.. mom also sometimes comes out from her room to watch with us.. sigh... hrithik-so hot, aishwarya- damn hot and gorgeous. she so skinny and LONG.

oh ya.. once we went to this "spice garden" which is suppose to be sort of a museum. GOSH IT WAS THE MOST BORING MUSEUM I HAVE EVER WENT TO! was soooo boring! i DID NOT see much spice on plants.. didn learn anything ah.. what, for fun ah? exercise? hmph.

then we went to a very pretty mosque on stilts... sort of floating on water. quite cool.

then we took this sort of tram up a highland... it was soooo boring (in the tram)... the tram was going so slowly and meanwhile there wasn't much to see out the window. just forest, forest snd forest. ugh. the up there, not much oso... just more shops. ugh. boring right? this holiday was all about shop, eat, shop, sleep.

then on the way back to KL, we went to the water theme park... dunno for what la. at last we din go in coz the admission fee was sooooo ex.. just went around the souvenir shop like dumb ppl..

then went we went back to KL, we did quite a major shopping.... i bought new shoes! =DDD

ok i think that's it... =))))

AT LAST!!!!! I WATCHED TRANSFORMERS!!!
IT'S DAMN NICE! IT'S SO COOL, WITH THE CARS TURNING INTO GIAGANTIC ROBOTS!!
SHIA IS SOOO FUNNY AND CUTE! MEGAN IS SO PRETTY!




i love transformers.

=)


haha... my whole family went to JB yesterday and caught the movie at city square... oh my gosh i want to watch it again =))))

my favourite books....... =DDDDDDDDDDDDD

i was looking thru my pics on friendster and looked at this pic maybe from ten years ago, and another one taken last year... i realise how fast we've grown, and it's quite unbelievable...

The past, from left: kak isyah, me, zahirah and kak nana.

Present, from left: zahirah, me, kak nana, kak isyah.

OMG HEADACHE!!!!!!!!!!! i'm having such a terrible headache that i'm sweating.

band just now... very tiring luh... so hot summore...

after band, went to parkway with atifa and diy to buy ms sia's present from body shop.. i saw this particular one, but we were four dollars short, so we bought the other one... ugh but the bag is so obit...



dunno what to buy for mr ong..

wheeee i chatted with nadiah for 30 min... or was it one hour? so fun. nad is giler..... i can like, talk ANYTHING to nad... harhar. gossip gossip. eh no no, according to nad, we were discussing issues. =DDDD thx for that conversation! had fun =D

today was quite fun and ok... amaths was like as usual... didn't know half of what mrs loy was saying.... then it was PE.... we ran around the school three times, and i felt exhausted on the third... i stopped quite a few times, but syafiqah, whom i ran alongside with, didn't even stop once... and she didn't even pant! i did ah... was trying not to pant too much, coz it's just embarrassing that i'm that unfit....

then during social studies, mdm azizan showed us her holiday pictures in Norway... they were all pretty! =D and then her nephew appeared on a video.. haha he's quite hot... =D

during legacy, shu yin was being extra spastic... she was so blurrr and it was funny ah... mrs loy even was laughing so hard.... go, shu yin!

oh ya anw we elected the new class com.. sharifah is the chairman. afifah's treasurer and ashikin's vice sports capt. haha you got what you wanted shikin! =DDD

oh yeah, i had my o level malay oral just now.... the topic was about school holiday... the topic's easy, but i was already feeling nervous and that affected my concentration....

=(

had geog for 1st period, felt damnnnnnn tired... i didn't rily listen to what mrs khoo was saying. she tell us to write something i write..... then i became tooo tired to write.. i dunno why la...

then, during amaths and bio, my cramps got soooo bad... i was trying so hard not to scream la..

did colouring of bio project with syafiqah during recess then took aleve pill for my cramps. i love that pill coz it riiily works. =D


then after recess was eng..which was quite fun. =D lit was boring..... then chem was quite fun. i love mole concept now... =DDDDD



okkkk toodles!

THERE'S A SCRATCH ON MY PHONE!!!!!


I WANT TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS!!!!!!!!!!

i dunno why, last night, i couldn't help feeling nervous for today. but actually, today turned out cool. on the way to school, i was on bus 80, it broke down. bummer. i hate it when that happens.

then, morning assembly was in the hall. i tell you it was damn freaking hot.. i mean, the whole school's squeezed into the small, unair-conditioned hall.. my primary school's hall is like twice and a half bigger lahhhh...

i didn't know it is ashikin's birthday..
soo...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDD

bored! just for fun!

You Are 36% Jealous

You're occasionally jealous, but you wouldn't be human if you weren't You keep your jealousy under control. You accept it, deal with it, and move on. In fact, most people would be surprised to know that there's a jealous bone in your body. So congratulate yourself for keeping your emotional impulses under control!

How Jealous Are You?

You Are 25% Left Brained, 75% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

hehe.

SO CUTE!!

i love stephanie meyer. i love her books. twilight and new moon are sooo touching. when i read them, i almost forgot reality. and EDWARD is so hot! i mean, he's described so well that all the readers will picture this rily hot guy. don't believe? just ask any stephanie meyer fan.



i know there's a third book coming, and i found this on the official site:

THE THIRD BOOK IS ECLIPSE! i knew the title will have something to do with the sky.

GO TO THIS SITE!!!! IT'S REGARDING THE TWILIGHT MOVIE. http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/twilight_movie.html

i don't know what to do.










why do you always make me confused. stop switching personalities, please.

i have not done the bio project.























doomed.

i have not done the bio project.











doomed.

ok, i'm gonna be really emotional now.









i miss azura, atifa, asyiqin. soo much. i realise that they're really great and LOVELY friends!

I LOVE YOU GIRLS SOO MUCH! HUGS!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR!!!

i'm back (from a week long holiday)!

ok.








































nothing else.

yay we bought henna.. kak nana has her hand henna-ed with flowery drawings. had it done at bazaar masjid india at KL.. =D


i'm gonna ddraw on my hands toooo..

today my family and i (minus kak isyah) took off to malaysia for holiday. we went out in the morning, dropped kak isyah off at her sch first...

we always go on holiday with my dad's friend's (cik Raihan) family whom i sort of known since i was born.

the plan for the holiday is to go KL for two days first then drive to Penang and stay in KL again on mon to wed and go back wed afternoon..

today we stopped by at malacca to visit cik raihan's relatives... quite awkward since we didn't know them well.

so anyway, i noticed a lot more singapore cars on the malaysian highway than ever before.........

i had project meeting for csp today... it was at hiranya's place. today wasn't one of my days at all.

first, after i stepped out of my house, i was walking towards the bus stop. it had rained earlier, so the floor was still a bit slippery. i suddenly slipped and fell in front of a shop. the nyonya there actually laughed!! seh was like "licin (slippery) ah". like duh, i can see that!

then at the bus stop i took out my book to read, then suddenly bus 112 came and at the last minute i stood up and flagged for it. the uncle stopped, but then when i came up he started scolding me and i felt humiliated in front of everyone there. boo hoo.

i had forgotten to bring stuff i had wanted to bring like my memory card adapter and my specs. then, at my friend's house i had a headache.


there's somemore, but they're too embarrasing. xP

my head terribly hurts now. usually this is because i have not yet eaten... but i ate already! so why the headache? hmm, i think it's coz of too much maths. i was doing emaths hw just now... hurhur.

watched incredible tales just now. it was SOOO not scary. banana tree spirit. hahas.
i love watching ghost stories. love to scare myself. hurhur.

this is cool.

my family and i went out for dinner yesterday.. then we went to vivo city for shopping=DDD

i saw this BEEEEAUUTIFUUUL Guess bag which cost almost forty bucks. and my sis saw a different Guess bag, and she asked my mom to buy it for her, for hari raya. lols.

yep, then i saw shah iskandar from anugerah skrin. yep, he's hot.




ugh. i want that bag.

yesterday was one of the most interesting and tiring days. my whole family woke up at about 9.30am and went out at about 11 to go sultan mosque for a ceramah at the auditorium. the ceramah was about haji.

then we went to eat at a eating place just opposite. while eating we saw this ang moh guy holding his plate of food and drink walking around looking for a seat. he looked almost pitiful. i think almost everyone was staring at him. maklumlah, macam tak pernah nampak matsalleh.

then we went on our way to go johor to watch a movie together. watching spiderman3. i watched spiderman3 before already, so i wanted to watch POTC, but no, my sisters insisted on spiderman.

the cinema is inside a shopping mall and we bought our tickets at 5pm and the movie was at 8pm. so we had a long time before the movie started. we went from shop to shop looking at shoes and bags and whatever's cute. hurhur. story of a typical girl's life. but put four teenage girls with a sporting mom whom some mistake her as our sister rather than mother, shopping becomes SO fun. haha.

so anyway, malaysia's cinema's different fro singapore's IT'S COLDER. seriously. in the theatre, all of us were FREEZING. my teeth was beginning to chatter. if you even consider wearing tanktop and shorts to go watch a movie in a malaysia cinema, you're crazy.

so anw, the movie ended at 10.30pm. we went to an eating place somewhere (out of the shopping mall) and so it was like around 11.30-12pm by the time we're done eating. then we're on the way home, but my dad saw that the traffic was REALLY slow going towards the 1st Link, so we decided to go home by the 2nd Link.

my dad took the highway route to 2nd Link, and i dunno what happened. i think we passed the exit to go to singapore and had to travel more distance. it felt like we're on the way on holiday.

so we ended up reaching home at 1.30 in the morning. exhausted, but rewarding, as we got to spend the day together. =D

yesterday something funny happened. my dad called kfc and we ordered food ah, my dad and i shared this meal which include 4 piece chicken, small popcorn chicken, medium whipped potato and coleslaw. when the guy came, we were happy, grabbing our own order. i was like, yay my chicken, my popcorn, my-HEY WHERE'S MY POTATO?! haha. i din care abt the coleslaw. i think it's disgusting.



so anw, my sister called kfc to tell them abt it, but she didn't mention the coleslaw. so a few hours later, the sent the potato, then i realise, where's the coleslaw? hurhur

so my sis had to call them again, and they had to deliver again. haha, i think it was the same delivery guy. poor guy.

the funniest person i've ever met so far in the whole wide world is atifa bte othman. the craziest person i've ever met so far in the whole wide world is nur azura bte rahim.

mdm lenny, my maths teacher wasn't in sch today. the teacher replacing her was mr ang, who came who a short while only (from his teaching jc) to experience teaching sec sch students. man, he's funny! he's sooo nerdy, but entertaining! i tell you, he's SUCH A GREAT teacher. he rily drills information into our heads.

mr ang's like "ARE YOU FOLLOWING OR NOT?!", "DO YOU UNDERSTAND? ANSWER LAH. UNDERSTAND OR NOT?!"while he bends forward like, alot, and "JUST TI TI TI, YOU GET YOUR ANSWER." haha, the ti ti ti is suppose to be the sound when you press your calculator. hahaha. he's so funny la. once, he started saying some lame crappy stuff, and we're like staring at him, he said "i know you all think i'm crazy right?" hahah
i want him to teach me all subjects..... =D

i expected my mid years results to be worst. but at last i still ended up with three As. of course i'm happy. however, guess what? i failed three subjects. so it's kinda balanced. haha. i counted my L1R5, it's 17. Same as term 1. sighs. i'm going to do better next time. get 12 or below. =D

band has already started. eeergh today was boring sey. no combine. then had to teach sec1s. quite frustrating. i'm not the kind who is very patient. hahas.

ok i totally have not been updating. well here's what have been happening.

mid year exams started last tuesday with english paper and 2. hmmm it was ok... what did i write for the comp? er i don remember. haha.the compre was ok laa... i could answer them.

then the next day on wednesday was social studies. i studied social studies for abt 4 days, so i THINK the paper was quite ok...

then, on monday was CORE GEOG AND PURE BIO. YES! BOTH ON THE SAME DAY!!!! core geog was bloody crazy! all the questions are structured and needed to be bloody detailed. i don't think i did too well. but i hope i don't fail that paper.

bio was as crasy.. it was quite diff... =((

then tuesday, MAY DAY! haha i spent the day studying for amaths.. but got distract alot. haha

yep, wednesday was AMATH! it's a pity amath is the subject i'm WORST at. cuz amath is very very very the impt for jobs in the future.... i know that to be a psychotherapist (my dream), amath is sooo essential. so i'm trying soooo hard to hold. on. i would NEVER drop that subject.
higher malay paper 1 was oso on wed. ok ah.... i had a crisis in the middle of the paper. lols. shan't tell you.

the yesterday had chemistry and elec lit. chemistry was OKAAAY... but quite diff.. i was soo worried for lit. din study for it the day before.... lols. but hmmm, you know what? it was oso OKAAY.. haha

only papers left are higher malay paper 2, maths and csp. (damn csp. it's difficult!)... wish me luck! =D

i feel sooo stressed over the band forum issue! aaaarghh! okok i'm SOO DEEPLY TERRIBLY sorry to those i've offended. so leave me alone already!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! =DDDDDDDD

birthday tmr. =D

omg today's syf performance results are quite bad... only one got gold-nanyang girls, there's 16 bronze, and 9 silvers. 26 bands played today. tsk tsk. oh ya, tkss got silver. poor thing eh.

hmmm.. dunno why this year's syf is so teruk. judges damnn strict.


wish cedar good luck tmr!

HEY! HEYYYY. hey.

i tot gold recepients not finalised. i tot honours being given out after everyone played!

but no. we got gold. only. only.
i'm so sad.

we got gold only. only.

we din get honours. we didn't.

ST PATRICK'S GOT FIRST GOLD WITH HONOURS.

lol. congrats to them.

i love reading other banders ' (of other schools) blogs..

i came across a lot of cedarian banders' blogs and they said we sounded nice and all. THANK YOU!

but i came across this cedarian tubist, wah, can tell that she's soooo commited to band. haha sec4 wad. so anw, she's got like so many emo stuff abt band syf and stuff, so touching. she also praised us like a lot. thx!
quotes:
"good luck to TKGS! :) yall can do it! haha I'm sure tomorrow all of the bands present in the Hall will go WAHHH when they hear TKGS playing Toccata! it's super good lah!"

"anyway then ms sia came. she was in a very very good mood! I mean of course lah TKGS did so well today and she's definitely very proud of them. she was already beaming in the SCH itself can. hahah! mr ong's very pleased with TKGS too! yay so happy for them.ms sia told us that TKGS did very well. she said they didn't even care about what kind of results the judges will give them, but they just did their best and enjoyed their playing. thus the audience enjoyed too! after hearing what she said, I was very touched lah! gosh. we must be like them okay! through it all, the enjoyment while playing those pieces is more important than the result itself."

"TKGS is really good la. their SYF is on the first day and they're band no12. I hope they can get like top 3 bands or something. their Toccata is superb. each time I hear them play the tune will be stuck in my head. so pro la. ms sia and mr ong must be damn proud of them. and if they're top3 they will get to perform during presentation night! must go watch again."

OMG SO TOUCHING RIGHT??? lol and i tot cedarians are tao ppl.
wells, GOOD LUCK CEDARIANS ON THURS! =DDDDDD

omggosssssh SYF JUST NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahah the band girls got to skip soo many periods... i only went for malay..

so then after that all banders went to change into uniforms. i think it was the first time i didn't have a uniform crisis. lol.

so then we all went to the hall to combine. there, we played toccata and sunrise, like so many times, but we din stop! haha usually ms sia would stop us and comment on so many things... haha i guess she didn't want to waste time.. oh ya, there was once after we played whole piece, suddenly some ppl outside the hall clapped. haha i think they were te juniors. so sweet of them. LOVES.

so after that we went down, heading to the buses, then there were some ppl just seating in the foyer suddenly went "Good luck band!". i was so touched! at least they let us know that they support us. oh thx alia, for that hug. i was sooo nervous like hell.

ok, so when we reached SCH (Singapore Conference Hall)i was freaking out inside! atifa oso, so she was like looking at me knowingly and saying "i'm not nervous", with a smile. haha. laura was like "syiqie syiqie", short form for asyiqin, our junior! haha. she said, because syiq's alway happy, thinking of her will calm her down. hahah.

lols, ms sia was like giving us encouragement, telling us to not be nervous and enjoy the music.

so then, it was our turn!! i was soooo freakked that i would screw up sunrise.... but..................... haha we played sunrise damn nicely! yay! usually i tot we played toccata better, but sunrise was so nicE! haha. so happy! yay!
toccata was oso well. ms sia was smiling AL THE WAY! yay! we love it when ms sia smiles. she should smile more! haha.

so anw, then when we were done, all of us were like so excited cum relieved! haha cannot stop talking. oh ya, and i saw a lot of other schools' conductors and other ppl congratulating ms sia. =DDD
our seniors who came to support said we played nice. gosh, i hope the judges are satisfied! i want gold with HONOURS. for tkgssb, if we don't get hons, we'd be devastated, sad, broken, and cry for hours. last two years we din get hons and the seniors cried.

so i hopeeeee we get honours!

hahaha. it's mooorning... going off to school for band later. (yea! on a SUNDAY! bummer.)

anw, the church opposite having some kind of function and i think they hired a band, then just now ah, omg they were singing mr nice guy by the killers, and SOOO SUMBANG!!! haha i think four neighbourhoods can hear them. ya it was verryyy loud.

hahahahahahaha



SYF TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HOPE WE GET TOP BAND. =DDDDDD

Why do people run from Amirah?

There is a snake living around your neck

'Why do people run from you?' at QuizGalaxy.com

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

haha so cute right?

i miss my sister so much.. she's in vietnam for like more than a week aredi. will only be coming back on 21 may...

sigh, i'm even dreaming abt my sister. hahas. second time aredi.
lols.

she very kesian la. all those things happening there she has to endure. like they expect her to take off her tudung (the malay scarf)..??!! that's so bloody rude! it's like part of religion wad! my mom's really worried abt her.

kak isyah, we all wish you well in vietnam. can't wait to have you back!


P/S: we promise you that buffet when you come back! =DDD



keep holding on...

my eyes feel heavy.

hello, alia my darling.

this freaking world is so freaking small. she knows her, who knows him, who knows me. lol...

and she freaking went to watch the dikir barat competition at ngee ann poly which i had also went to watch..!
wth we were so close!


freaky man.

today was weird. haha dai ling and agnes and tricia was so crazy. haha, agnes! dirty minded ah!

PE was okok-fun. we jumped on trampoline and stuff. loved it. i thinkkk...

CSP lessons are never pure boring. mrs andre is just so sporting. she's not the type of teacher who is no-nonsense-ever. even tho nad and i did not come for lessons for three times (i think, but it's because we had something on, and there was a misunderstanding), she did not scold us. no wonder i would feel guilty whenever we deliberately wanna skip lesson. cuz she's sooo nice to us.. ok i;m gonna work hard for csp. thinking of doing o level paper for it.

i hate being skinny. and i get so much stupid bad talk or mockery or comments (watever you wanna call it) abt my 'skinniness. like "wahlao you're so skiiny!" or "omg you so skinny, look so scary!" or simply stares. like wishing to try to get rid of me or wad? i feel sad you. know. tell me, why do people hardly ever comment overweight ppl that they are fat? because afraid of hurting their feelings right? please la. skinny ppl also have feelings. i really really wanna get fat, same like overweight ppl wanting to get slim!

pls k, we have feelings.

ice cream is suddenly everywhere in my life right now.

had band today.. ms sia said she'll be buying ice cream for us! =D why? for the effort during the inter-CCA relay during sports day. we suppose to have won second, but got disqualified. apparantly the second runner went to cut into someone else's lane. bummer.

so anw, after band i followed my family to go to Giant at tampines. i wore my new shoes. =DD

initially was going to buy memory card for my phone. but my dad tot he saw the price at $19, but like no... that $19 thing was not even a memory card ah. the one i wanted to buy was $60+ so my dad say no, too expensive. i sulked.

then i grabbed a BBQ LAYS chips and asked my dad to buy it. (it was kinda to pay back for not buying the memory card, cuz to my dad, a $3 bag of chips is too much. so there.)

then outside there was an ice cream promotion going on. very cheap cheap. we bought four tubs. hahah!

SPORTS DAY WAS TODAY!

IT WAS SO FUN!

at first i totally did not have mood for sports day, it was like afternoon after school ah... but school ended at 11.15am.. we had to get to bedok stadium (where it's held) by 1.30pm... so azura, atifa and i plan to eat at kfc near the stadium at bedok. alia and sakina couldn't come. so sad ah. they went to their grannies' houses.

so anw, i took 33 to bedok interchange with alia and sakina. azura and atifa took 197. i ended up reaching the interchange way earlier than they did. waited quite long ah (hmph!)... then when they came, i saw ili and another girl whose name slips my mind (they're azura's and atifa's frens) and diyana came along too..

so we went to kfc.... i kinda ate quite a lot..

bought two piece chicken, whipped potato, cheese fries and a drink. i thought i was damn damn hungry cuz i was feeling so weak and hungry on the way to bedok. but, when i was like 3/4 finished with my chicken(s), i realised i still have half of cheese fries and the whipped potato and 4/5 of drink! haha was quite shock. and then ah, and then ah, my mood was so spoilt because of someone. atifa's right la. most ppl find her "entertaining" but there'll still be some who find her annoying as a bee. i am one of those ppl of the second grp. i dunno la, i tried to like her, but she's just gets on my sensitive nerve. until she made that stupid comment, wahlao i felt like telling her off and making her shuddup. so ya.. oh ya. i dropped my whipped potato.

so i was so pissed all the way to bedok stadium (i think only atifa knew that), not because of the whipped potato, until when we went to the sec3s part, I SAW CHIA LI!! i feel so happy everytime i see her, cuz we were close frens and she went to temasek jc thru IP... she brought along her laptop for schoolwork (!) and when diyana found out that there's wireless connection, she immediately grabbed it and surfed the net. well, of coz she asked chia li's permission 1st la. oh ya, everyone got an ice cream each, a treat from our FMs. =DD

it rained when the lower sec was having their novelty events. so funny! haha. they all started rushing to shelter. then the student helpers were like stuck under huge umbrellas, which they couldnt move, duh, and mr see "went to the rescue" . lol. i saw him running in the rain without an umbrella over his head, and as i stared at him i realised he was cupping umbrellas under his arm! i was like wispering to alia "aren't those umbrellas he's holding?" and alia laughed and said he's trying to act heroic. lols ah! i tot he was being quite dumb.

then there was the cheerleading competition. my class got into the finals and 3/3 was better than 3/2 =DD... but i admit 3/2 was quite good too. i just saw much more confidence in my class' cheer team. very proud of them. 3/3 won! =DDD we oso won second for class banner. funny thing tho, 3/5 din even win 3rd for banner competition even tho their design was classy! i could see the fivers' reaction. pity them.

then, during the mass dance, i partnered up with diyana (tho she's from 3/2). my partner had to do red cross duty and hers was absent..

haha mass dance was a DISASTER. i guess the music wasn't clear enuf and we din know what came next. the sec3s were the 1st to make a 'disaster' out of the dance. we only danced te steps for like ten seconds, and then you could see the sec3s part full of ppl joined in circles. haha we played around.. spinning and spinning and banging into each other. so fun! then we did banga dance... went alll around the track. it was soooo damn fun!! but exhausting.

then when we went back to the stands, i was quite tired and my butt was aching, so i din make so much movement.and then diyana started taking pictures of herself using her phone. hahas.

it was all fun. it ended at 7, when it was actually suppose to have ended at 5.30... but it was fun... =DDD

it was raining!

sec3 novelty event. i'm the only one wearing the green track pants.

syafiqah and me!

the ICE CREAM.



haha. enjoying ice cream.

playing around.

cheerleaders getting prepared.

cheer routine.

cheerleading competition starting. crowd gathering.

cheer team.

cheering! =D

mass dance!

banga dance!

OMG I AM SO BLOODY ****ING COLD!!!!!

WHY MUST THE FREAKING LIBRARY SET THE AIR CON TEMPERATURE TO SO LOW!!! and summore, i'm right below the ****ing air con.

i've always not loved air conditioning. i dun hate it, but come on lah, we need soo cold when it's ALREADY COLD OUTSIDE? it just bloody rained just now! ok maybe the reason i feel so cold easily is because i'm skinny, but isn't 22degrees celsius comfortable enough?

haiz.. i feel the need to pee. bloody low temperature.

we had bio formative test today it was kinda easy. but i know that i did the first question wrong! because of carelessness and negligence! Benedict's test is for reducing sugar lah toot!
and then, after the test, mr peh was like tricking us, saying "because there was a leak about the test, i am going to have to give you another question." and it was an essay question ah! about the importance of carbohydrates. wah lao. if protein or lipids i would know how to answer ah! so anyway, i already suspected the "it's part of the test" thing was just a scare (he always does that!), and he just wanted to test how much we know. so i din rily take it seriously. i din know what else to write, anyway. was stoning most of the time.

i just had a maths remedial (yep, i suck at it). it was ok. the questions mrs loy gave are easy and i could answer (:DDD). i learn two new things actually (she said it would be included in MYE), and i wondered what abt thosewho do not attend remedial? would they learn the formulas in time? i dunno.. oh ya. i think mrs loy thinks that mdm lenny teaches very slow. loll. anw we had to have 2 days to cover one topic -congruence and similarities (which isn't very difficult). but nvm mdm lenny, just do your thing. =DD

wow. i'm so hungry. i haven't eaten lunch and medicine (and i'm sick!). oh and have not prayed.

lol

i absent myself from school today. cuz of fever. yesterday i was rily sick. temperature was 37.74 degrees celsius.. i'm kinda sad that none of my close friends have not yet text message me today asking how i'm doing or even why i'm absent. but maybe there're still in school.

you know what? i guess it's true that support or just being there for someone is worth more that gifts and presents.

this sunday's my mom's birthday. i'm not sure what to get for her!

any suggestions? =DD

right now, i'm in the library, racking my brains on what to write for my newspaper article assingnment. damn ah, tomorrow's the deadline. sigh. i vowed to myself never to do last minute work again, but here i am, 24hours away from that deadly deadline, with hardly anything done. lols. i'm suppose to have csp now... dun feel like going at all. even hiranya, dhwani and nadiah are planning to skip. but i pity mrs andre. she's like sooo nice to us....

lols. i feel stress now. hahahahahahaha.


and maybe crazy.HAHAHAHAHAHA

yesterday my sister baked cookies. or brownies. er. i dont rily know what it was exactly. but it's edible. she used betty crocker's batter. it was supposed to be a cookie batter, but my sis just poured the whole cookie dough into the tin, intending to make cookie bars with chocolate on top. we tot it was supposed to be hard cuz it's COOKIE DOUGH. so we kinda left it in the oven for quite long. like 45 minutes. so it's like hard, and chewy and partially dark dark BROWN. haha.
then my sister when down to buy ice cream to eat with the 'brownie', but it still tasted weird. to be honest, i was quite scared to eat it at first. haha.
at last, my sister threw the rest of it away. sigh. wasted sey.

today's biology lesson was fun and inspiring. mr peh shared with us his journey in life. like he said he was very naughty when he was in sec sch. but he started doing damn well in his studies at JC2. i think he's a good role model.i have respect for him. =D

i ran pt today. hence i felt soo tired. ran 10 rounds.

oh my gosh i have a problem. one of my darkest secrets- a problem. i think i'm crazy. help me alia.

i just wanna forget EVERYTHING and SLEEP. with no worries. no thoughts.

At times too many,
It's unfair.
They get them.
I don't.
No at ALL.
Neglected.
Is how I feel.
Can't take it.
Too much.
Must cry.




hmmm... you know what? i realise that i'm that emo kind of person. lol.

today i cried. because life isn't fair.

today's my kakak's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK NANA!! =DDD

anyway, yesterday, we kinda celebrated it (and ayat's birthday which was on 17th Feb) at pasir ris beach which my relatives at my mom's side. actually it was cik ahysa who organized the camp. so my family just went to johore in the morning to but a cake from Secret Recipe. it was yum yum!

the guys singing to themselves. lol.

our BBQ pit. hawhaw.

the cake!

bday boy, bday girl.

cake smeared onto ayat and kak nana.

and cik ahysa...

and finally kak isyah. lol.

yep. had fun! =DD

i took a What's Your Real Beauty test on Tickle.

Amirah, your Intelligence makes you a real beauty

There's nothing more beautiful than a good head on your shoulders. Witty and wise, you're never short on interesting conversation or an informed opinion. You like to stay on top of what's going on around you. From world events to local hot spots, you don't wanna miss a beat.But all those smarts don't mean your nose is in a book all day. You're a friendly soul who knows how to have a good time and whoop it up. From grabbing a casual dinner with friends to checking out a hip, new art exhibit, you're not afraid to have a little fun. What could be smarter than that?

=D

i'm feeling very sad as my maternal grandma is now in hospital as she has fracture three of her bones due to a fall which happened in my home. in my room.when my sister and i were not home. does not wish to elaborate. too sad. =(

alia calls me aminah and i call her bedah. =D

i'm still working on my next posts...

my bruised elbow still hurts.... god, oh god, please, i beg of you, heal my (physical) wounds in time for OBS. please pleeeeease..........................................

i'm like absent from school today.... the right knee is so numb from yesterday's fall.. damn painful to walk...

yesterday was sooo unlucky for me. and diyana... in the morning when the time everyone assembles at the courtyard, aka assembly time, me and diyana were walking and strolling and talking (the music was still being played) to the courtyard and then suddenly the music stopped (indicating that we are late !) and everyone started running to get to out class rows.. including me and diyana la.. but then ah, suddenly, SUDDENLY, i felt i was falling towards the ground. i tripped! i had nooo idea how that happened, but it did. then when i lokked up, some of the ppl stopped running to help/look at me (tt time i din know diy oso fell).. this sec2 prefect helped me up and i was asking her "What happened? what happened??" then i saw diyana on the ground behind me.. so weird right? we both fell together.. i think someone tripped me as i could feel the foot tangled with mine.. but dunno whose la...

yep.... i bruised both knees, my left elbow, and two fingers of my right hand.. bad right.. diyana oso... =(((

cikgu zain (my hml teacher) made up this thing. HE (only he) claims that 'ghoti' is pronounced as 'fish'. reason? ok, in rough, the gh is pronounced as 'ff' right, so he pronounce the 'gh' in ghoti that way oso. then in women, the 'o' pronounced as 'ee' right, so same to in ghoti. then, in 'nation', the ti is like 'shh' right, so it's the sami as in ghoti.. so ghoti is pronouced as fish TO mr zain. lol

i'm so hungry. i think..

P/S: Geog and chem lessons were fun! =D

To R.I. Shame, shame.....

i mean, you LOST over LOYANG SEC for god's sake!

the first speaker for RI wasn't good... he didn't even rebutt the loyang girl... oh speaking of that shanaz girl, wow i'm SO impressed by her, man...! she speak sooo damn well, i LOVE her accent and voice.. it's so sweet... and she was a damn good speaker for the loyang team..

but ah, i dun understand why the last speaker for loyang had way more points than RI's speaker.. if you were listening closely, she was half talking gibberish! she went out of point many times. on the other hand i love the facts that RI had presented. at least they live up to what they're called.. FACTS. the loyang girls even had some of the soccer facts wrong.. -.-'

but, shame, shame, RI.....

i was reading all my old posts, and i came across one which is my answer to a qn asked thru my qn box. i think i want to repost it again as i think it'll be useful to those who have not read it b4, but has the same problem:

Q: What do you do when this person betrays you, and that because you're so forgiving and that you love the person as a friend, you always try to be friends with the person again? Yet scared cos the person might betray you again?

A: I would stop and think, is this person i call my friend really my friend? What IS friend? A friend does not betray you. But sometimes, when you quarrel or giving silent treatments to your friend, it's only because of a misunderstanding. A misunderstanding which you both are sometimes too embarrassed to confront each other about. The tension during a quarrel usually worsens. So we do need to confront your peers, talk things out, and get the facts straight-so you can remain friends and have a stronger trust in each other.

Don't try too hard to get her back. It can sometimes be annoying and alas, you feel more hurt. Instead, try to mix with other friends (make new friends or join a clique, that is) act as if nothing happened between you and your friend. Even though you know there's tension between you and your friend, just say hi or at least smile to her whenever you see her around (in the corridors or something), but try not to do that in the classroom. Do not bother if she returns you a glare or an eye-rolling. Just keep being friendly to her. (But pls, don't act desperate. You are being friendly to her cuz you are treating her like a classmate.) Then, soon, that friend of yours will ask herself, why the heck did i start quarrelling with you? And since it seemed that the quarrel did not have any effect on you, that friend of yours will realise that the quarrel is such a waste of time, and she'll start talking to you again.

But don't just jump into being her best friend again. Take things slow. :)

cry. i'm having a fever... maybe i was soo depressed that i fell sick.

cry.

i'm having a headache.

just came back from singapore discovery centre... with my new class... gosh... i have never not looked forward to a class outing before sey.... yesterday night i was so dreading for that trip.. sigh..

on the bus, i sat alone... =( being in this class, i can't be myself.. the real me is one who loves to joke around with friends and smile everytime i'm around them.. but, because this class has their own cliques, it's hard to make friends and be easy around them. i miss 2/6 people so much!!!! i loved all the people in that class... felt like family..... ="(((

then, when we were there, whenever i see my friends, i would go hang with them, and realise how much i treasure and love all my friends....

if not with my friends, i would walk alone while looking at the exhibits... so actually i paid attention to everything there was to be learnt... so it was very interesting... we watched Wired to Win in the iWerks theatre.. that documentary is sooooooooo nice.. it's such a great motivational documentary... i nearly cried, as it made me think about life and the future.. :) i'm a sensitive person. that's all...

anw, alia was in no better position than me... like me, she's miserable in her class, she has no one to talk to, and she misses me. hahah! =D

anw, alia gave me this keychain she bought from LA... it's so nice! i shall treasure it. =)

oh my god, i bet yesterday was the worst day of my life! as now i'm sec3, we're all mixed up in different classes.. in my class, there's only me and denise who were from 2/6.. so i practically do not know the rest, or i hardly ever speak to them for the last two years.... denise's has her dance friends, the rest has their own cliques, like so many cliques ah! and because of this, i dun think it bothers them if they dun make new friends.. so i'm like loner ah..!

i was sooo miserable.. during assembly and flag raising and all (which was held in the hall), i went to 3/3 row la, but since i dunno anyone i wen riiight to the back (in my school, the rows are horizontal, not vertical) and was quite squashed and i felt like the odd one... i kept thinking and worrying about it, i had a headache... and we went to the hall a coupla times, so i went to sit with alia at her 3/8 class row (she, too felt so out from her class)... but then, during the last period, when we went to the hall again, i had to sit in my own row, so i'm like, sitting alone and i felt lke as if there're too many ppl around me making me feel uneasy... then mdm lenny was talking abt school rules and all (she was reminding us of them '-.-), then she suddenly told us to 'turn to your partner' and 'check if she broke any rules'! i mean, i'm alone! in my heart i was like swearing and going 'this woman is making my life miserable'.

sigh... i dunno why this is happening. it's worst than when you're in sec1... no cliques have been formed yet in sec1.............. sigh....