i studied alot of chem just now... planning to do geog notes later... i feel more motivated to study this wk, which is good.

yesterday mrs loy talked about distractions and computer being one of them. when she said computer she particularly stared at me. she has this weird thinking that i'm always online and for long hours too, but noooo i don't. see my blog, i only update once in a while.... xP

PAS- Psychotherapists Association (Singapore)

we did a nie survey during legacy lesson. that survey's like, every year, but i like. haha.

ir today was maths. we had to do a paper 2 ourselves. it was quite easy, but i was feeling quite tired but was fighting it off.. but really, felt so exhausted..

then all of us went home together, usual 31 to tampines. that guy clique from tk also boarded the bus. so did fifah and the gang. then when we passed vs, THAT clique got on. i saw wafiy who got to the 2nd deck first. khairil and nasir and some more others (whose names i do not know), were also there. haha nuri wasn't.

"duh, he lives on the other side of the world. so do you, but dunno why you're here"

hmph.

had career awareness talks today. first one was by mr teo, a friend of our principal, and a psychologist (!). i think he's speech was the best. he was veryyy inspiring and very real. he motivated me so much from his stories how he finally found and persued his dream. and he's accomplished soooo many things la.



he also got many talents, martial arts being one them. he told us how crime rates involving rapes are increasing, so he showed us a way rapists attack you. nadiah volunteered. he aked her a random qn which nad's supposed to answer, then "attacked" when she's not paying attention by covering her mouth and pushed her backwards with his knee on her neck. it was really freaky, literally one second later she was gone. everyone suddenly sat up straighter to see if she was ok and everyone in the hall gasped at exactly the same time. i didn't expect it at all, that's why it was kinda cool..

then i attended psychology and finance & business talks. both quite boring. i was honestly disappointed. unlike mr teo who sort of prepared us and told us what to expect in the working world, the psychology and F&B talks were talking about tertiary courses. both speakers came from temasek poly so they were annoyingly promoting their respective course and their school. i was really disgruntled. i mean, it's career talk, looking into the farrr future, not next year. hmph.

had english oral just now, mr john lavin as examiner. i hated it. the picture showed only two women with children. like wth? and i stumbled a bit during my reading. and before i finished rattling about the pic, mr lavin went straight into conversation (i dunno whether that;s a good thing or not....) which was about mother-daughter relationship which i think is much too general.. honestly i was hoping for something related to fashion like what i thought about trends. xP

oh i haven't mentioned that this wk nadiah and alia made up... so sweeet. they hugged in front of me and i was so slow i only joined in like 5 seconds later.

mrs chan strated organic chemistry. it was fun but DAMN alot to absorb in i tell you. i was determined to understand every bit of it (mrs loy said 80% of learning should be done during lessons =)) so i was concentrating REALLY hard, and now i have a headache since just now.

went home with darlings, with fifah and siti and CT amirah.. damn kecoh! especially with that tk clique just metres away.. and they called us sluts, those son-of-bitches. no offence to their mothers.

went to return library mag at cheng san lib (hg mall) and borrowed two more her world mags. =D i'm so lucky i got the latest issue (july). am very happy.



nadiah is too. haha.





"The only women I've not heard complain about being fat are those who are overweight." -Eugene Wee of Her World

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY DEAR LIN!

she got alot of presents. mostly clothes. she got paperchase playing cards from her friend siak. i gave her a starbucks shirt. i think she liked it.

but her so-called friend forgot it was her bday. that's very jerk-ish. even after finding out that today WAS her bday, her friend didn't even wished. instead she said sorry i didn't go out yesterday to buy anthing. wth.

on the way home, i went to the nike warehouse sale at tai seng building at hougang instead. coz my family went there first. i bought a nike bag, but damn it's big. i'll only use it for special occasions.

then we decided to go out for the bday dinner without having me changed out of my uniform. so we went to adam rd hawker centre straight. i know so not glam right? lin craved for mee kuah. so lame la.


today i missed sooo many shows on tv- parental guidance, samantha who? and ugly betty!!!!

NADIAH cheer up! =D

everyone has to go through letting go of things however hard it is. you just have to keep yourself together after that for the sake of those still around you.

anw, sec 4s got back cca points records. i'm supposed to get more.. now i counted i have 27 points. what's the minimum ah?

then i went home with four darlings and played our usual bridge game (seriously it's quite addictive). i felt extra high with sharifah. haha lols.
oh btw i didn't go band.. weird feeling, not going band.. but i miss my section. i feel bad that i haven't seen them often already. oh wells..

mj and vj gave talks just now. we can only attend to one of the talks. i went for the mjc one.. i think it was ok... but i think they concentrated too much about fun and games and the ccas and how "fun" their teachers are. there are some academic stuff but not much. there weren't even ex-tkgians to tell us their own experience in mj. i heard there were at the vj talk..

nonetheless, before i minded going to mj, but now, i don't mind if i get mj. but my target is still vj anw..

i rily can't wait for jc life. i'm quite tired of secondary sch life. hmm, i wonder if jc life's any different (besides guys of course. xP)

got birthday present for my sis. kak isyah also bought hers aredi.. veryyy nice..... i am SO sure lin will be jumping for joy. i dunno if she'd like mine tho. i hope she does.

today's ir is bio. my class went into studio where 4/6 and 4/7 (the triple sci classes) were also.. then when the teacher came, she was like "are you sure you're s'pposed to be here?" to us 4/3 ppl. we were yaaa mr peh said... but then, he didn't really said it eh. haha dun wanna feel paiseh we just argued that we WERE supposed to be there, so the teacher just let us be. mr peh was s'pposed to be there anw (but wasn't available)...

when we started doing our worksheet, the 4/6 and 4/7 was FREAKISHLY quiet sia! rily.... there was like murmurings and a lil noise from my class though.... haha talk about nerds.