i kinda miss that person

don't be blinded by love. DO NOT be blinded by love.

i'm just saying.

band com had meeting on who are gonna form next year's committee just now. it's all more or less confirmed. i'm not gonna say anything.... it's gonna be a surprise. haha..

carrie underwood is sooo pretty.

nadiah got a guess wallet for advanced bday present! it's nice! i had my eyes on the silver one. hers is orangey-beige..

anw, i went over to nad's to study and chat.. saw cri*ahem and family going out.. and i smiled at his mom. hahah

then suddenly there's this baby lizard which got us all jumpy ESPECIALLY sofea and nadiah. boy did they scream.. sofea screamed loudest, trying to scare the lizard away, according to her.. then she brought out the brooms and galahs (bamboo sticks) which got me laughing so hard. they were hilarious it was quite chaotic. sofea's friends who were over looked amazingly calm... lolll.....

then we went to white sands coz i needed to buy some stuff... and we also went to mcd..at last i got a lip balm for my freaking dry lips which have been torturing me.. the hot weather has caused me an ulcer on my lower lip which is soooo painful. i never had ulcer this bad before.. yesterday it was swelling and nearly turned blue-black sia... i bought bonjela, which is effective but painful. but after a while, the pain gets quite nice actually.. stingly nice and addictive. haha.

a bit dark, but i still can see you, nadiah.. =)

Alex Pettyfer

Hayden Christensen

Max Thieriot

ok, i'm hyperventilating now.

WOO HOO! DAVID COOK WON! HE'S MAH MAN! =DDDDDD

i watched congkak yesterday! went to cathay at e!hub with nadiah, sharifah and syaf (haha yup the same gang everytime, my fav gang). i wanted to watch what happens in vegas, but nadiah insisted on congkak..



the movie quite ok.. it's really scary because of the sound effects which were deafening and literally shook the place. and the movie has scary surprises almost every minute which made me nervous and restless ah.. haha... i remember at the beginning of the movie i was like shit i don't wanna watch! haha but too late right? i was watching ALMOST the whole movie through my fingers. haha. sharifah was worst, she even curled up in a ball and tried to cover her ears and eyes! hahaha. nadiah was the only one who hardly showed obvious signs of terror (the so-not-obvious signs include squeezing my hand very hard and squeaking once in a while). the theatre was only half full... got alot of makciks and pakciks. there was another bunch of students from whatever sch who sat behind us. the girls screamed soo many times sey. like, high-pitched sudden screams. at one time one of them shouted so loud, she made me shout also. lol. i think the only ppl who were making noise was us and them... i guess we were trying to ease the stress of getting startled every minute by talking.. didn't realise it was quite loud.. haha.. once or twice i heard some guy from the back keep shushing... lol..

but it was fun at last... wanna watch ayat2 cinta! =)

oh noo. is there something wrong with me? i think there is.


uh oh..

it's so blardy hot! nadiah jom migrate to US! or new zealand!

it's funny how you're against something so much and you believe in something good, something against that, but all along, it's sort of happening right in front of your eyes. i wanna cry, i wanna deny and stop it. but how to do that? scream in their face? would that happen to me too? would i do such things? i never thought it would and could happen in close proximity. can i just grow up fast and see if it's a natural thing to happen when you're that age? i think i'm confused. i'm new to all this.


please don't be like the rest of them, please.

i hate my father. i hate everyone.

went to kota tinggi from saturday morning to yesterday night... was quite boring, but i got to buy some stuff..

kota tinngi was afected by the floods last year, so now the place is a bit lonely... the shopping mall below mayres hotel is now deserted so the parking lots are almost completey empty except for the few cars owned by the hotel visitors. many shops all around the town are closed also.. but i'm really amazed to see how clean the place is. i mean, they cleared up te place pretty good and fast... quite impressed.

went to the waterfall too.. it was quite ok.. not that fun..
so anw, i bought pretty slippers, white cardigan and pants. and some other stuff....

the trip was boring la.. i was pmsing for almost throughout the whole trip. so nadia, i guess you're right.. i have been pmsing. lols.

yesterday sharifah, nad and i went to tampines stadium! actually we went there coz sharifah had planned to run (dunno whyyy??) with nani. exercise kot! haha. but first we went to get ice cream from mcd to cool off coz it was damn hot.. then walked to the stadium.

we sat down and i started doing hw while nad and sharifah played catch with the netball. the ball fell to the track alot la.. oh there were some chinese guys who were there already. two of them took off their shirts! haha. they got packs siaaaa....... that was the first time i saw packs in real life. =P
haha. then this riiily hot guy came and sharifah and nad accidentally dropped the netball down at him so he helped throw back the ball. =D

oh then he changed ito his jersey and walked past us to the track ah... at that time we fell silent and he was smiling so i guess he knew we were looking at them.. hahaa...

then there were these yellow tshirted guys dunno from where.. haha more eyecandies! tsk. tsk. then tampines rovers came!sharifah and i could identify some of the players. nad was clueless coz she doesn't watch local soccer. xP then we played with the netball summore and it fell onto the field twice. so embarrassing. oh btw, at last nani didn't come after her remedial coz she was tired. we didn't know till sharifah called her home. apparently, sharifah didn't hear nani cancelling the run when they were on the phone four hours ago. lols. so nad and sharifah went to run..

oh then when the hot guy left, i didn't really realise that was him. when i finally did, i was sad. hahaha..

there was one time when nad fell and she bled, hence this conversation:

nad: i should put salt over the wound.
sharifah: i have salt. on my fries..!


then we went home.. i nearly forgot about my wallet which was left in toilet. xO

here are some pics.
time when nadiah fell. sempat posing lagi.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIA!!!!

in the morning nadia and shafa went up the bus so i was like oh man, surely nadia will see this rose on my lap (which was for her, which i intended to surprise her with in sch, not on the bus..), but no, she didn't notice it. haha. i bought her a WHITE rose btw..

haha i googled the symbol of white rose:

White roses have been symbols of reverence and humility ever since Medieval Christian Europe. In those times, Mary was often represented by a white rose to represent her purity. In Wales, white roses are seen to mean innocence and silence, and are often placed on the grave of a young child. Meanwhile, some native American cultures see the white rose as representing security and happiness, so this is why they are traditionally worn at weddings. =D

oh besides that we bought her a brown minah bag that she has always wanted. =)

anw, today we had checking of eng and ss scripts. my grades suck. go away.

so after sch, nadia had remedial, then tuition after that, so we couldn't bring her out. but guess what we did instead? bought a dozen donuts and place two lighted candles in the hole of two donuts which she later blew out.. we waited for her quite long.. sharifah was being really jumpy and over-excited, syaf said it was as if she was waiting to meet a guy or sth. haha, was funny.

then we sang her bday song and ate donuts... then nadia played with the matches. it was her first time lighting a match. haha cute. then when she struck the matchstick and it lighted, guess what she did? she screamed! hahaha cute siak pe'ah!

both nadia and sharifah were high.

then we when home together, took 31 to tampines then 81 to our various homes. on the way on the bus we played bridge. addictive sey! i did win a coupla times. haha

ok here are the pics, courtesy of SYAFIQAH =D

hahaha. here, we have nadia and sharifah acting angry at each other with a skinny tree nearby.

sharifah trying to stick the rose into nadia's bag.

played netball during recess today, with nadiah and her friends. omg it was quite embarrassing for me la! i butterfingers sey! normally i'm not ah. no, normally i'm the goalkeeper or defender, so i don't run around much, but nad and her friends don't play positions, so i have to run around alot. lols.

so ya, i was embarrassed coz i didn't play well. and going back to class me and hannah were soo flushed and red and were sweating like a pig. i was scared i'd stink. xP but NO i didn't. sorry jesslyn, i didn't belive you when you said you could smell my 'stench' from "so far away". lols

and, yes! at last i have Can't Hold On by Melee. thanks fadhil!

ate at pizza hut with nad nadia and shafa.. alif's no more there! haha

THIS IS MY VERY FIRST TIME SEEING VICTORIA BECKHAM SMILE.

and i was excited when i first saw it in the mag. haha

will someone PLEASE teach me how to use the blardy mascara???

band started today after a very long break for the midyrs. sucked ah.. the weather's cuckoo. very hot.. but it's nice to see my darling juniors again. =))