everyone has secrets. some have more outrageous ones than others.


i think the suria celebrity sufyan guy's hot. haha.

went to raffles city with nad and lin yesterday... walked around the shops waiting for her mom and sis to come.. i tried on guess shoes! they're so pretty! haha. but nad says they're too high. must teach her how to wear heels.

then lin and i headed to plaza sing to buy stuff from spotlight. i ended up buying chains and neclace charms. decided to make a necklace for azura's bday present, and make a charm bracelet for myself.=D i like that shop. so much artsy stuff.

this whole week i merayaped. except on thursday. sigh. must force myself to go home straight from next week onwards.

i dunno what to feel right now.

haha go to this site. it's so funny. tkgs ppl telling ghost stories abt our sch.

i realise that Swarovski crystal earrings are always small. like the ne i bought nad. hmm.. i'm like looking for earrings now.. thinking of te loop-type to go with my selendang. i think it'll look nice. yaye! another reason to go shopping! haha who wants to be my shopping partner? haha. fifah la.
ok i'm like talking to myself. i should stop now.

i just realised my recent bitchy posts can be quite misleading. i was talking about my adik. always getting on my nerves as usual!

i followed my parents to johor this morning. my mom wanted to collect her baju raya from a tailor and she told me they going angsana. the reason i wanted to follow was because she said she wouldn't want to go to johor anymore after today, and that means no shopping giler for my prom stuff! coz in malaysia surely my mom will buy me stuff. less in singapore, unless there's a sale. and some more there's Astana in angsana mall. Astana sells all the gorgeous stuff like brooches, brooches on the head, neclaces bla bla for muslimah.. and i wanted the brooch on the head for prom. hahah. but then when we went in to look, the prices were too scary-RM200++. xP

but my mom did buy me a carlo rino clutch. haha it's soo not for old ppl. so not like LV. and my clutch is pretty. =D

then we went to buy kuih-mui downstairs at angsana. at this one shop, the person said sth like if not fasting, you can taste and see that these are delicious..... then my mom told her actually i'm not fasting. so i ended up tasting kuih behind the stall! haha i felt like i was stealing sth or in some conspiracy or sth. then the 2nd time we came back to the same stall, my mom wanted me to taste some more but i refused. the man at that stall was like, ah don't be shy, i oso not fasting. like WTH? i thought he was just joking ah, but then he went behind his stall and i saw with my own eyes, he drank water. like wth so shameless. what reason did hE have?

then at another stall, me mom saw this kuih which looked sth like one of tose i previously tasted, so she was like "eh wasn't this what you tasted just now?" in front of the stall owner ah! i was damn embarrassed! thx mom. -.-'


we went home lugging sooo many plastic bags bulging with kuih and kerepeks and what nots. so heavy ah.

i'm surfing the net on how to wear selendang in a fab way to prom. actually i know how, but just looking for tips.


maybe this:
or this, so can wear earrings:
i really like this one too:haha definitely not this (tho it looks kinda cool....):
oR this haha:

help me decide between the first 3!

YAYYY prelims are over! now i can surf the net aloot more! =D

i've signed up for ngee ann red camp which is on 19-21 nov, then i found out tpRAWKS is on 17-19 nov! i wanna go for both! but my dear friend took the trouble to sign me up for the red camp (coz actually no more are accepted), but tp psychology course! sigh... so basically, i'm in dilemma...

today's mimi's birthday, so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

we went to tampines mall yesterday to buy her present and she came along so she could out the one she liked. at last we bought her a black with pink lining nike bag which is reallyyy nice! me and sharifah jealous. haha.

i can't wait to cross over to jc life. sec sch life's getting merepek.

it's funny how ppl don't turn out they way you thought they would. she's the opp of that, she's the opp of that. i've found out that it's difficult to find that diamond among all the dirt. =)

kept telling myself i have to sabar with the people around me, no matter how bitchy they can be.


i somehow miss fifah, our gossiping and sharing opinions on stuff..

prom is on october 3rd. somehow i'm not excited over it. i'm more excited to get over prelims. (one more week, babeh!) then again, i dunno if i can buy a dress or not, and i dun really know how i'm gonna dress up. i wanna look fabulous, stand out from the crowd. hahaha. lols. but yea, i'm gonna be wearing selendang. i know a fab not boring way to wear it. =D



things i can't wait to do after prelims:

1) jalan jalan at geylang bazaar
2)window shopping/ prom dress shopping with nad
3)get fifah to go shopping with me
4)meet up with zizi

mcm takde o's gitu.

then, there's carnival day... held on national day.. in commemeration of racial harmony day... lols.
i borrowed a blue chiongsam top from dearest kimmy and wore sneakers which didn't match. xP haha but i loved the top. took loads of pictures with our lovely costumes...

i generally had fun... the party which was supposedly for the two elderly we 'hosted' (for each class la) was so boring. they only knew mandarin and so some of us couldn't communicate with them. we had a sort karaoke sessin, chinese oldie songs, which was fun.. had a laugh.

went around the shops, and bought myself bangles. they're so lovely i love them. oh i loved the ring fifah lent to me for a while too.. but now she told me one of the stones fell off it. so sad, it was a really nice ring..

then after school, me and my sis went to vivo to watch movie.. did you know there's a straight bus from my schol t vivo? haha, yea there is.. so when we reached there it took us quite a while to find the cinema. i mean, the place is HUGE.. then we bought our tickets to watch the mummy. i was so shcked that they cost 8.50 each. so ex! and i thought there was student promo, but nooo.... hmph.

the movie was nice.. okok la.. we sat in the front row, which was quite annoying, but there was also alot of leg room. haha. and it i was soooooooo blardy cold in the cinema.. my top had really small sleeves so tere wasn't much insulation. my sis lent me her jacket for a while..
then we took the train home. long journey.. from one end all the way to the other end....

that day was fun.. =D

pictures: syafiqah

pictures: me =)

ok i think i'll post pictures from cross country and carnival day now.. although it was a long time ago..


cross country was very fun.. i was almost late ah. then i changed to my new class shirt behind a tree under a poncho! haha.


the zany parade didn't go smoothly for my class, but we had a blast. and i took loads of pics.. heheh. then after that, nadia, sharifah, syaf and i ate at the hawker centre with fifah and her friends. then we went home together. =)


here are the pics.

had english O LEVEL ORAL just now! heeee... i think i did well. i almost skipped with joy after my session was over... the picture was easy, a scene at the beach. and i pronounced medieval correctly! and at the end, the woman examiner suddenly pointed to my race on my ic, and asked how come i am eurasian but i wear that thing (my muslim headscarf), out of curiosity? i was taken aback at first but then i just told her i am a malay eurasian with a portuguese grandad who's a muslim convert. then she said, oh sorry, i'm just being kpo. lol tell me abt it.. what, eurasian cannot be muslim ah? muslims all are malays? lollll. i tot she had wanted to say she knew my father, there'd be a chance at getting higher marks.. =D

but yea, it's fun.

i came across this, a sign from china:

i studied alot of chem just now... planning to do geog notes later... i feel more motivated to study this wk, which is good.

yesterday mrs loy talked about distractions and computer being one of them. when she said computer she particularly stared at me. she has this weird thinking that i'm always online and for long hours too, but noooo i don't. see my blog, i only update once in a while.... xP

PAS- Psychotherapists Association (Singapore)

we did a nie survey during legacy lesson. that survey's like, every year, but i like. haha.

ir today was maths. we had to do a paper 2 ourselves. it was quite easy, but i was feeling quite tired but was fighting it off.. but really, felt so exhausted..

then all of us went home together, usual 31 to tampines. that guy clique from tk also boarded the bus. so did fifah and the gang. then when we passed vs, THAT clique got on. i saw wafiy who got to the 2nd deck first. khairil and nasir and some more others (whose names i do not know), were also there. haha nuri wasn't.

"duh, he lives on the other side of the world. so do you, but dunno why you're here"

hmph.

had career awareness talks today. first one was by mr teo, a friend of our principal, and a psychologist (!). i think he's speech was the best. he was veryyy inspiring and very real. he motivated me so much from his stories how he finally found and persued his dream. and he's accomplished soooo many things la.



he also got many talents, martial arts being one them. he told us how crime rates involving rapes are increasing, so he showed us a way rapists attack you. nadiah volunteered. he aked her a random qn which nad's supposed to answer, then "attacked" when she's not paying attention by covering her mouth and pushed her backwards with his knee on her neck. it was really freaky, literally one second later she was gone. everyone suddenly sat up straighter to see if she was ok and everyone in the hall gasped at exactly the same time. i didn't expect it at all, that's why it was kinda cool..

then i attended psychology and finance & business talks. both quite boring. i was honestly disappointed. unlike mr teo who sort of prepared us and told us what to expect in the working world, the psychology and F&B talks were talking about tertiary courses. both speakers came from temasek poly so they were annoyingly promoting their respective course and their school. i was really disgruntled. i mean, it's career talk, looking into the farrr future, not next year. hmph.

had english oral just now, mr john lavin as examiner. i hated it. the picture showed only two women with children. like wth? and i stumbled a bit during my reading. and before i finished rattling about the pic, mr lavin went straight into conversation (i dunno whether that;s a good thing or not....) which was about mother-daughter relationship which i think is much too general.. honestly i was hoping for something related to fashion like what i thought about trends. xP

oh i haven't mentioned that this wk nadiah and alia made up... so sweeet. they hugged in front of me and i was so slow i only joined in like 5 seconds later.

mrs chan strated organic chemistry. it was fun but DAMN alot to absorb in i tell you. i was determined to understand every bit of it (mrs loy said 80% of learning should be done during lessons =)) so i was concentrating REALLY hard, and now i have a headache since just now.

went home with darlings, with fifah and siti and CT amirah.. damn kecoh! especially with that tk clique just metres away.. and they called us sluts, those son-of-bitches. no offence to their mothers.

went to return library mag at cheng san lib (hg mall) and borrowed two more her world mags. =D i'm so lucky i got the latest issue (july). am very happy.



nadiah is too. haha.





"The only women I've not heard complain about being fat are those who are overweight." -Eugene Wee of Her World

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY DEAR LIN!

she got alot of presents. mostly clothes. she got paperchase playing cards from her friend siak. i gave her a starbucks shirt. i think she liked it.

but her so-called friend forgot it was her bday. that's very jerk-ish. even after finding out that today WAS her bday, her friend didn't even wished. instead she said sorry i didn't go out yesterday to buy anthing. wth.

on the way home, i went to the nike warehouse sale at tai seng building at hougang instead. coz my family went there first. i bought a nike bag, but damn it's big. i'll only use it for special occasions.

then we decided to go out for the bday dinner without having me changed out of my uniform. so we went to adam rd hawker centre straight. i know so not glam right? lin craved for mee kuah. so lame la.


today i missed sooo many shows on tv- parental guidance, samantha who? and ugly betty!!!!

NADIAH cheer up! =D

everyone has to go through letting go of things however hard it is. you just have to keep yourself together after that for the sake of those still around you.

anw, sec 4s got back cca points records. i'm supposed to get more.. now i counted i have 27 points. what's the minimum ah?

then i went home with four darlings and played our usual bridge game (seriously it's quite addictive). i felt extra high with sharifah. haha lols.
oh btw i didn't go band.. weird feeling, not going band.. but i miss my section. i feel bad that i haven't seen them often already. oh wells..

mj and vj gave talks just now. we can only attend to one of the talks. i went for the mjc one.. i think it was ok... but i think they concentrated too much about fun and games and the ccas and how "fun" their teachers are. there are some academic stuff but not much. there weren't even ex-tkgians to tell us their own experience in mj. i heard there were at the vj talk..

nonetheless, before i minded going to mj, but now, i don't mind if i get mj. but my target is still vj anw..

i rily can't wait for jc life. i'm quite tired of secondary sch life. hmm, i wonder if jc life's any different (besides guys of course. xP)