i feel sooo stressed over the band forum issue! aaaarghh! okok i'm SOO DEEPLY TERRIBLY sorry to those i've offended. so leave me alone already!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! =DDDDDDDD

birthday tmr. =D

omg today's syf performance results are quite bad... only one got gold-nanyang girls, there's 16 bronze, and 9 silvers. 26 bands played today. tsk tsk. oh ya, tkss got silver. poor thing eh.

hmmm.. dunno why this year's syf is so teruk. judges damnn strict.


wish cedar good luck tmr!

HEY! HEYYYY. hey.

i tot gold recepients not finalised. i tot honours being given out after everyone played!

but no. we got gold. only. only.
i'm so sad.

we got gold only. only.

we din get honours. we didn't.

ST PATRICK'S GOT FIRST GOLD WITH HONOURS.

lol. congrats to them.

i love reading other banders ' (of other schools) blogs..

i came across a lot of cedarian banders' blogs and they said we sounded nice and all. THANK YOU!

but i came across this cedarian tubist, wah, can tell that she's soooo commited to band. haha sec4 wad. so anw, she's got like so many emo stuff abt band syf and stuff, so touching. she also praised us like a lot. thx!
quotes:
"good luck to TKGS! :) yall can do it! haha I'm sure tomorrow all of the bands present in the Hall will go WAHHH when they hear TKGS playing Toccata! it's super good lah!"

"anyway then ms sia came. she was in a very very good mood! I mean of course lah TKGS did so well today and she's definitely very proud of them. she was already beaming in the SCH itself can. hahah! mr ong's very pleased with TKGS too! yay so happy for them.ms sia told us that TKGS did very well. she said they didn't even care about what kind of results the judges will give them, but they just did their best and enjoyed their playing. thus the audience enjoyed too! after hearing what she said, I was very touched lah! gosh. we must be like them okay! through it all, the enjoyment while playing those pieces is more important than the result itself."

"TKGS is really good la. their SYF is on the first day and they're band no12. I hope they can get like top 3 bands or something. their Toccata is superb. each time I hear them play the tune will be stuck in my head. so pro la. ms sia and mr ong must be damn proud of them. and if they're top3 they will get to perform during presentation night! must go watch again."

OMG SO TOUCHING RIGHT??? lol and i tot cedarians are tao ppl.
wells, GOOD LUCK CEDARIANS ON THURS! =DDDDDD

omggosssssh SYF JUST NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahah the band girls got to skip soo many periods... i only went for malay..

so then after that all banders went to change into uniforms. i think it was the first time i didn't have a uniform crisis. lol.

so then we all went to the hall to combine. there, we played toccata and sunrise, like so many times, but we din stop! haha usually ms sia would stop us and comment on so many things... haha i guess she didn't want to waste time.. oh ya, there was once after we played whole piece, suddenly some ppl outside the hall clapped. haha i think they were te juniors. so sweet of them. LOVES.

so after that we went down, heading to the buses, then there were some ppl just seating in the foyer suddenly went "Good luck band!". i was so touched! at least they let us know that they support us. oh thx alia, for that hug. i was sooo nervous like hell.

ok, so when we reached SCH (Singapore Conference Hall)i was freaking out inside! atifa oso, so she was like looking at me knowingly and saying "i'm not nervous", with a smile. haha. laura was like "syiqie syiqie", short form for asyiqin, our junior! haha. she said, because syiq's alway happy, thinking of her will calm her down. hahah.

lols, ms sia was like giving us encouragement, telling us to not be nervous and enjoy the music.

so then, it was our turn!! i was soooo freakked that i would screw up sunrise.... but..................... haha we played sunrise damn nicely! yay! usually i tot we played toccata better, but sunrise was so nicE! haha. so happy! yay!
toccata was oso well. ms sia was smiling AL THE WAY! yay! we love it when ms sia smiles. she should smile more! haha.

so anw, then when we were done, all of us were like so excited cum relieved! haha cannot stop talking. oh ya, and i saw a lot of other schools' conductors and other ppl congratulating ms sia. =DDD
our seniors who came to support said we played nice. gosh, i hope the judges are satisfied! i want gold with HONOURS. for tkgssb, if we don't get hons, we'd be devastated, sad, broken, and cry for hours. last two years we din get hons and the seniors cried.

so i hopeeeee we get honours!

hahaha. it's mooorning... going off to school for band later. (yea! on a SUNDAY! bummer.)

anw, the church opposite having some kind of function and i think they hired a band, then just now ah, omg they were singing mr nice guy by the killers, and SOOO SUMBANG!!! haha i think four neighbourhoods can hear them. ya it was verryyy loud.

hahahahahahaha



SYF TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HOPE WE GET TOP BAND. =DDDDDD

Why do people run from Amirah?

There is a snake living around your neck

'Why do people run from you?' at QuizGalaxy.com

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

haha so cute right?

i miss my sister so much.. she's in vietnam for like more than a week aredi. will only be coming back on 21 may...

sigh, i'm even dreaming abt my sister. hahas. second time aredi.
lols.

she very kesian la. all those things happening there she has to endure. like they expect her to take off her tudung (the malay scarf)..??!! that's so bloody rude! it's like part of religion wad! my mom's really worried abt her.

kak isyah, we all wish you well in vietnam. can't wait to have you back!


P/S: we promise you that buffet when you come back! =DDD



keep holding on...

my eyes feel heavy.

hello, alia my darling.

this freaking world is so freaking small. she knows her, who knows him, who knows me. lol...

and she freaking went to watch the dikir barat competition at ngee ann poly which i had also went to watch..!
wth we were so close!


freaky man.

today was weird. haha dai ling and agnes and tricia was so crazy. haha, agnes! dirty minded ah!

PE was okok-fun. we jumped on trampoline and stuff. loved it. i thinkkk...

CSP lessons are never pure boring. mrs andre is just so sporting. she's not the type of teacher who is no-nonsense-ever. even tho nad and i did not come for lessons for three times (i think, but it's because we had something on, and there was a misunderstanding), she did not scold us. no wonder i would feel guilty whenever we deliberately wanna skip lesson. cuz she's sooo nice to us.. ok i;m gonna work hard for csp. thinking of doing o level paper for it.

i hate being skinny. and i get so much stupid bad talk or mockery or comments (watever you wanna call it) abt my 'skinniness. like "wahlao you're so skiiny!" or "omg you so skinny, look so scary!" or simply stares. like wishing to try to get rid of me or wad? i feel sad you. know. tell me, why do people hardly ever comment overweight ppl that they are fat? because afraid of hurting their feelings right? please la. skinny ppl also have feelings. i really really wanna get fat, same like overweight ppl wanting to get slim!

pls k, we have feelings.

ice cream is suddenly everywhere in my life right now.

had band today.. ms sia said she'll be buying ice cream for us! =D why? for the effort during the inter-CCA relay during sports day. we suppose to have won second, but got disqualified. apparantly the second runner went to cut into someone else's lane. bummer.

so anw, after band i followed my family to go to Giant at tampines. i wore my new shoes. =DD

initially was going to buy memory card for my phone. but my dad tot he saw the price at $19, but like no... that $19 thing was not even a memory card ah. the one i wanted to buy was $60+ so my dad say no, too expensive. i sulked.

then i grabbed a BBQ LAYS chips and asked my dad to buy it. (it was kinda to pay back for not buying the memory card, cuz to my dad, a $3 bag of chips is too much. so there.)

then outside there was an ice cream promotion going on. very cheap cheap. we bought four tubs. hahah!

SPORTS DAY WAS TODAY!

IT WAS SO FUN!

at first i totally did not have mood for sports day, it was like afternoon after school ah... but school ended at 11.15am.. we had to get to bedok stadium (where it's held) by 1.30pm... so azura, atifa and i plan to eat at kfc near the stadium at bedok. alia and sakina couldn't come. so sad ah. they went to their grannies' houses.

so anw, i took 33 to bedok interchange with alia and sakina. azura and atifa took 197. i ended up reaching the interchange way earlier than they did. waited quite long ah (hmph!)... then when they came, i saw ili and another girl whose name slips my mind (they're azura's and atifa's frens) and diyana came along too..

so we went to kfc.... i kinda ate quite a lot..

bought two piece chicken, whipped potato, cheese fries and a drink. i thought i was damn damn hungry cuz i was feeling so weak and hungry on the way to bedok. but, when i was like 3/4 finished with my chicken(s), i realised i still have half of cheese fries and the whipped potato and 4/5 of drink! haha was quite shock. and then ah, and then ah, my mood was so spoilt because of someone. atifa's right la. most ppl find her "entertaining" but there'll still be some who find her annoying as a bee. i am one of those ppl of the second grp. i dunno la, i tried to like her, but she's just gets on my sensitive nerve. until she made that stupid comment, wahlao i felt like telling her off and making her shuddup. so ya.. oh ya. i dropped my whipped potato.

so i was so pissed all the way to bedok stadium (i think only atifa knew that), not because of the whipped potato, until when we went to the sec3s part, I SAW CHIA LI!! i feel so happy everytime i see her, cuz we were close frens and she went to temasek jc thru IP... she brought along her laptop for schoolwork (!) and when diyana found out that there's wireless connection, she immediately grabbed it and surfed the net. well, of coz she asked chia li's permission 1st la. oh ya, everyone got an ice cream each, a treat from our FMs. =DD

it rained when the lower sec was having their novelty events. so funny! haha. they all started rushing to shelter. then the student helpers were like stuck under huge umbrellas, which they couldnt move, duh, and mr see "went to the rescue" . lol. i saw him running in the rain without an umbrella over his head, and as i stared at him i realised he was cupping umbrellas under his arm! i was like wispering to alia "aren't those umbrellas he's holding?" and alia laughed and said he's trying to act heroic. lols ah! i tot he was being quite dumb.

then there was the cheerleading competition. my class got into the finals and 3/3 was better than 3/2 =DD... but i admit 3/2 was quite good too. i just saw much more confidence in my class' cheer team. very proud of them. 3/3 won! =DDD we oso won second for class banner. funny thing tho, 3/5 din even win 3rd for banner competition even tho their design was classy! i could see the fivers' reaction. pity them.

then, during the mass dance, i partnered up with diyana (tho she's from 3/2). my partner had to do red cross duty and hers was absent..

haha mass dance was a DISASTER. i guess the music wasn't clear enuf and we din know what came next. the sec3s were the 1st to make a 'disaster' out of the dance. we only danced te steps for like ten seconds, and then you could see the sec3s part full of ppl joined in circles. haha we played around.. spinning and spinning and banging into each other. so fun! then we did banga dance... went alll around the track. it was soooo damn fun!! but exhausting.

then when we went back to the stands, i was quite tired and my butt was aching, so i din make so much movement.and then diyana started taking pictures of herself using her phone. hahas.

it was all fun. it ended at 7, when it was actually suppose to have ended at 5.30... but it was fun... =DDD

it was raining!

sec3 novelty event. i'm the only one wearing the green track pants.

syafiqah and me!

the ICE CREAM.



haha. enjoying ice cream.

playing around.

cheerleaders getting prepared.

cheer routine.

cheerleading competition starting. crowd gathering.

cheer team.

cheering! =D

mass dance!

banga dance!

OMG I AM SO BLOODY ****ING COLD!!!!!

WHY MUST THE FREAKING LIBRARY SET THE AIR CON TEMPERATURE TO SO LOW!!! and summore, i'm right below the ****ing air con.

i've always not loved air conditioning. i dun hate it, but come on lah, we need soo cold when it's ALREADY COLD OUTSIDE? it just bloody rained just now! ok maybe the reason i feel so cold easily is because i'm skinny, but isn't 22degrees celsius comfortable enough?

haiz.. i feel the need to pee. bloody low temperature.