ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK ISYAH!



she's 19 now. eee so old. hurhurh.





had band from 8am to 4.30pm.. then after that i forced my sis (she didn't come for band coz she's sick) to accompany me go hougang mall. come to think of it, that was evil of me to want her to go out when she's sick. but we were going to go out celebrate my kakak's bday anw..



so i wanted to go hg mall to buy kak isyah's birthday present. lol last minute.. actually i had planned to buy it yesterday at white sands, since i was at pasir ris at nad's house. but nad and alia didn't want to accompany me.. =( i HATE going malls alone.



so anw, i bought this LOVELY hangten top. it's sooo cute.. i dunno why i did not buy one for myself.



then after that i bought a dozen donuts from munchy donuts. (yep, a new branch JUST opened at hg mall =DDD) i'm not a big fan of donuts, but i just bought it to taste different flavours and also share with my family. =D



actually it's sort of my sis's bday present. =D



then when my parents came home, mak busu and her husband were with them. turned out that they were coming to celebrate kak isyah's bday also... all of us took their toyota wish to jalan-jalan.. first we went to pattaya garden restaurant then went to esplanade and the merlion park. saw that merlion for the first time. lols. then we went home.

today was such a bad day for me. band wasn't that good, then i was moody the whole day. then guess what happened? when we reach our house, i started frantically searching for my specs.. i had placed them at this thing that i thought was a compartment, but it had a hole. lol. so i guess my specs had dropped somewhere la.. so when i was searching for it, i opened the door. i didn't realise there was a stuip pole just outside, so i banged the door against it, accidentally. there was a scratch. oops.

omg this year's batch of pupils who sat for the PSLE exam not bad ah.. highest score's TWONINEFOUR!! and the highest in my primary school is 276.. highest malay in my pri school is 267.... that's good man...

i'm very proud of the top girl, natasya nabilah, melayu boleh!! =DD

yeah, i wanna congratulate those who got high scores... =D

i was supposed to go citra meeting after band meeting today and head to nad's house to do homework with alia also, right after that, but citra meeting was cancelled. during band meeting we discussed about the tickets to the yuhua band concert and about the programme for sec4 farewell. then after that, nad's house.
but before going to her house i stopped over at white sands to popular to buy some stuff coz nad and alia was at pasir ris primary waiting for nad's sis, to get her psle results.. so by the time i was done at white sands, they would be back home.
have i mentioned about nad being able to cook? yep, she can cook. before we started on our work, she was in the kitchen taking out noodles, vege and other ingredients to cook. and i was like, wowwww my friend can cook................

we ordered kfc also. i talked on the phone when ordering.. my first time sey... i'm awed at how fast and efficient they are. belum apa-apa, the girl at the other end already sarted rattling about nad's add and phone number for me to clarify if they were right...THEN, i can order.. lols.

so we ate... before, nad asked me to test her mee. well that wasn't a good idea, coz i'm not very good at tasting. tawar pun kata sedap. so anw, her mee actually needed more salt, but i only tasted like a pinch on noodle, so it tasted fine to me. so when four of us were eating it, it was realllly bitter (tawar).. lols. but sedapp la nad. =D

after eating we did hw... had fun... got alot done... nad was sooo distracted, she hardly did anything.... gossiped, laughed, scared ourselves with ghost stories, etc etc... =D love hanging out with them.

then when it was time to go home, dad was supposed to fetch me, but noo he went out jogging. so i had to go home myself. so i took the bus with alia....

THIRD DAY OF OBOR.

very depressing la. we didn't win....





anw, today we bought two packs of chipsmore.. =D today all of the members of the prev tkgs obor team came. yaye! so anw, when we reached there, we played cards while waiting outside the auditorium.. were acting hyper and crazy la. nervous..

today we had aliff aziz conference.. it was much funner than yesterday's. his entrance wa nice... the lights were dimmed and spotlight was at the door ready for him. then when he entered, music started playing and he strolled in, singing cinta arjuna. very nice la.. everyone started cheering..

blablabla, after conf it was time for work. this time it was full page of a typical newspaper. added in yesterday's reports together with aliff's. was give 3 hours from 12pm.. dunno why we (now tkgs team) were quite slack. shit ah, now i regret.. we rushed during the last 30min. like REALLY rushed. then it was time for the editors to line up and get ready to be questioned about our work by the BH reporters. we were so nervous, kept adding stuff.. so we were like in the line, but squatting over our stuff. hannah drank milo but there was still some left in the cup; she accidentally turned it over and a few drops fell onto the paper. ain and shef screamed i tell you. like rily loud. everyone turned and look. so funny. we were so stressed out la. we forgot that only editor was suppose to be the one answering the questions, all of us stood together to answer them. lols. then it was handed over to the judges who started reading them. fadhilah, my sec4 senior who won last two years was one of them. we were standing a few feet away trying to read her face, but she was just blank, just reading. so we just went away and hugged. (we took this too seriously lah) then went out of the auditorium coz couldn't stand the pressure and took pictures instead.

before results were announced there was this unknown dance group who came to perform, to make themselves known. there very good ah, but i find it really weird that they met through friendster. lols. fh was flirting with the girls.

okok when results were announce all i held my breathe and when we didn't win, i sort of choked. i feel so disappointed. no, ALL of us were disappointed. we were like dunno what to do... oh ya, there were some extra prizes so farid hamzah made up awards like the hottest guy, the chubbiest person, the most hyper and whatever. guess what WE got? kumpulan paling stress. the most stressed out team. when fh said "ok for the most stressed out group..", i already know it's us. i was like shit la, this is embarrassing. coz the day before nadia already told us comments from the different BH reporters-that we're too stressed-looking and so serious. so when we went up to recieve, i put on this forced smile, really, i wasn't in ANY mood to smile or joke at all.. none of us cried there la, that'll be plain embarrassing. but cried at home, when everything sort of starts to dawned on us.

on the way home in the mrt, syaf wasn't with me coz she had to stay back to do sth. so in the train, i was just thinking and reflecting, i realised i didn't really have fun because was too focused. i mean, no words can describe the pressure. the past two tkgs teams WON you know. bothe during the June camps. so we wanna try out again next June. so anw, in the train, i felt tears coming ah, but i held them. would look weird suddenly crying.

i'm sad, but i'm grateful for the experience. i learnt ALOT. and i got to meet aliff aziz. =) wanna say thx to farid hamzah for being there for us and being so nice and funny and making us all laugh and smile in times of stress. lols so drama. but really, journalism is veryyy stressfull. the datelines are just crazy..
congrats to hannah and ain for getting photography internship with BH. they were recommended by cik johari.

pictures, later.

2ND DAY OBOR!

we bought chips more again. =D

for breakfast today we had the same types of sandwiches and kuih-muih. then the photograhers went on a trip to kampung gelam to take pictures and the sub-editors went to level 2 for a different talk on sub-editting. lols. so the eitors and reporters were left in the auditorium on the first floor. kak yani sort of trained us on interviewing. we had to get io groups and one person who kak yani chose will be the interviewee and the rest will ask her/him questions. the interveiwee for my group was afikah from evergreen sec. she's 13 but she look so mature la..

so after interviewing, all groups had to present.. this boy presented for my group la. he was so funny... i had asked afikah if she had a favourite band, and she said Plain White Tees, but when that boy presented, he said she likes to wear white shirts! hahahahahahahah!

"dia suka pakai baju putih."

lols la.. everyone laughed so hard. i think he was ebarrassed coz he quickly went on talking as if nothing happened. i think he's only sec1 ah.. kesian sia..

yup... i felt today passed so slowly... the photographers took pictures at kampung gelam to be used for photostory. so we were doing the task, it was before lunchtime, but we were sooo hungry! so we took out out chipsmore and munched. =D

oh before that, cik johari, the BH photographer showed us all the photos we took (two for each school) and commented on them. he liked those that hardly had anything to do with kg gelam but nice ah, like artistic photos. he didn't really comment on the nice kg gelam related ones and said they're more like postcards. but i was like wondering, how the heck were these ppl gonna do their photostory with this kind of photos? the photos were of pigeons flying, apeks on bicycles and mattresses, etc.. lols.

winner of live the dream, By Definition was scheduled to come at 2pm, but the were a lil late. i think they came around 2.30... yup... and abg farid was joking that they got stuck at the mrt. lols.

so i attended my first 'press conference' today.. today was funny la.. the BD boys were likable and they were very comfortable when answering the questions.. speaking of questions, i was the reporter, so i asked questions for my team. every school must at least ask one question. the past teams told me that not many ppl will want to ask so much qns, so i was already so semangat want to keep asking. i prepared like, over 10 qns ah. but after my first question and after writing down their ans, i headed back to the microphone to ask another qn, but to my shock, there was a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooong line behind the mike! the other mike at the other end also had a very long line. i was like shit la, so long? hmph.

the qns asked were mostly so proffesional but some asked personal ones like how do they like their dream girls to be, and how ash got his nickname... very funny la.. ash is so kelakar. he was the one who talked the most. fathul, the guitarist didn't say anything at all ah... like so quiet. he just leaned back in his seat. oh and ash said that was their first time meeting fans at press conf.

at last i didn't get the chance at asking another qn... no time.. wth was so disappointed. so different from last two years when according to the last two teams, the competition wasn't so tight and hardly anyone wanted to ask questions.

after photos and BD being ushered out, time to do the articles. out task was to arrange our photostory and BD article in A3 size paper (landscape) which was given.. then after that we ended at 6 instead of 5. lols... can't wait to know the results tmr. heard that got mp3 for winning this task. =D

the first day of obor camp!!!!!

i met syaf, nadia, shafa, ain and hanah at dobhy ghout station and we went to braddel station together.. then when we reached there, we walked to SPH building. it's really nice actually... it's just quite weird it's in te middle of toa paoyoh which looksa bit ulu and old...

before we went ino the building, we went to a shop nearby and bought chips more which was shared among us.. we bought it coz we were really hungry.

we were among the first ones to come and went it was time to register, shafa wrote:

"nak menang!"

in the remarks column. lols. oh, let me fill you in. this camp, is on monday to wednesday, and on wed there'll be a "press conference" and we have to interview the celebrity and write an article on them.. and it's a competition. so we hope we'll win. =D

so anw, the camp was okk... i learnt alottt.... we had like 4 tasks, and we aced the 2nd task. farid hamzah praised us! =D there were winners for the 4th task which we didn't win. the winners will be featured tmr in the newspaper!! wah lao. oh, and ain got interviewed by abang farid and it'll appear in tmr's paper too... lucky her.

oh ya, and two schools get this memo pad-pen holder thing by luck, and we got it! haha lols.

kak haryani ismail was very cute. i like her voice. she taught us how to write articles for EXTRA columns, like obor on mondays.

oh ya, breakfast and lunch were provided. had sandwiches and kuih-muih for breakfast and for lunch we had chicken fried rice... i loved the lunch.. there were bananas also. hannah took one and i took one, but at last i didn't want mine, so hannah ate it.... then, later, she had to shit. haha lols.

we went to he toilet so many times la... soo cold.. but i think it was more freezing cold the other day during extended studies in studio.

we also prayed at the surau there. so cool. got surau. i like praying there. =D

oh ya, guess what? we were actually at ease with the cedarians. mostly because ain knows two of them. lols. so we don't kutuk-kutuk them and they don't kutuk-kutuk us. hahah.

yay! i can finally collect my GV membership card!!!!!!!!

"HERE ARE THE PICS. I'M NOT ANGRY OR ANYTHING. DIDN'T REALISE THAT I WAS USING CAP LETTERS. MALAS TO CHANGE. ANYWAY YOU SHOULD TRY OUT GOOGLE EARTH. DAMN COOL. I WENT TO CHECK OUT NEW YORK, DUBAI, SINGAPORE, MALAYSIA AND AFRICA. SO COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU CAN SEE ALL THE BUILDINGS AND STUFF. BUT MUST DOWNLOAD FIRST. BUT FREE DOWNLOAD. SHOULD DOWNLOAD I RECOMMEND IT. I GOT ADDICTED TO IT AND I USED IT FOR AN HOUR. NOT VERY GOOD, I KNOW. SHOULD BE STUDYING AND NOT SURFING THE NET. IN THE END I SPENT THE WHOLE DAY USING THE NET. HOW LAZY AND A WASTE OF MY TIME. I READ PEOPLE'S BLOG AND FANFICS. I WENT TO RESEARCH ON NESTLE. TMR MY WORK ATTACHMENT. WISH ME LUCK! HOPE I DON'T SCREW IT UP! MY FIRST WORKING DAY. SOOOO EXICITING. HAHAHA. OK I LISTENED TO SONGS. DID NEW YORK RESEARCH. REALISED THAT I ACTUALLY HAD GUIDES HIKE YSTD. NVM. WTH. I WANT TO ENJOY MY HOLIDAYS, NOT GO HIKING!!!!!!!!! CHECKED MY EMAIL. ETC,ETC,ETC. VERY FULFILLING! I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED! (SARCASM DRIPPING WITH EVERY LETTER I TYPE). ANYWAY, GOL DAN GINCU WAS SUPER FUNNY. THE GHOST WAS FREAKY!!!!!!!! MY MUM SAYS THE GHOST IS A FUUNY GHOST. OKAY.......... I GUESS COS SHE KENTOT IN THE CAR. BUT IF I WERE THEM I WOULD DRIVE STRAIGHT OFF AND NEVER LOOK BACK!!!!!! I MEAN SHE WEARING TELEKONG IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE. I MEAN WHY WOULD THE BUILD A SURAU IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE. AND HER HOUSE IS SO ULU!!!!! IF I WERE PUTRI I WOULD SEAT AT THE BACK. SO MUCH FOR ZEE'S HANTU MANA KELUAR TENGAH HARI. GHOSTS HAVE LEARNT TO ADAPT AND ARE IMMUNE TO SUNLIGHT!!! THEY ARE TAKING OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OKAY I HAVE REACHED TO NEW LEVEL OF CRAZINESS. SO I GUESS I SHOULD END THIS EMAIL.

PS: I HOPE FOUR PICS IS ENOUGH. I DIDN'T CAPTION IT SO PANDAI2 YOU DO IT YOURSELF LAH.

LOVE,NAD23MUACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;D"

an email from nadiah. so cute right? haha. she sAid i could publish it on my blog. haha. =DDD

i think something's wrong with my msn. nad's fault la. i tried downloading this google earth thingy but cannot and since then my msn giler.

had citra meeting today. but it shouldn't be called meeting coz we didn't do anything. i came a lil late, so the rest had went in school first, but then after that they msgd me that the school was closed today for renovation. lols. so they got kicked out. we called cikgu ashikin, and found out that she was at orchid country club. lolllsss...

so at last we decided to go marine parade library... stayed there for an hour i think. we didn't do anything la! i mean, there are computers, but too quiet! we need to do our mag with discussion. so i think we were waiting for cikgu to come coz a lot of articles for the mag are with her, but at last she told us she couldn't come because she has a meeting with the principle.... so we basically wasted out time.

so we went to parkway kfc for lunch. i ate meltz and cheese fries. so full, you! ya.. then there was this guy, i think he's eurasian, but he's hot! but if he's a few centimeters taller, he'd really be appealling to me. =DDD

"Dia macam model ehh?" -nadia

then all of us took 31 to tampines (hannah and nadia alighted somewhere along the way), and i went to century's prima deli to accompany syaf buy a cake for her parents. along the way i bumped into zharif (aka anga).. but anw, so sad there wasn't a fruit cake that syaf wanted. so we lefttt. =)

went out with my two darlings today. had the most fun this month! we went to suntec, raffles city then tampines mall. this person at suntec was rying to sell us this cuticle treatment product and did something to one of nad's nails. it looked soo nice and the woman said it was natural-vitamin E. and this maknenek nadiah kept complaining and worrying about her mom finding out abt her ONE nail. lols.

first we went to eat lunch at secret recipe. i bought grilled chicken and i can't remember what alia and nad bought. i think we spent like an hour there. i did my interview with nad for the vietnam article for citra mag. thenn, all of us bought a slice of cake each. i think buying a slice from secret recipe is sooo worth it. each slice is HUGE. and only $4.90! yep, alia bought moist choc, nad bought choc indulgence, and i bought choc walnut. initially i wanted choc fudge, but the didn't want to cut a slice for me from the whole cake. xP i saw there was one, ok. all of us shared the cakes together. anw, we nearly couldn't finish our cakes. but alia and i did at last, nad didn't. lols.

then we went around looking for a dress nad wanted. but it was so difficult. i mean, hello? suntec, raffles, are tourists-targeted places. all so EX! i mean, if i was with my mom, i'm sure my mom would buy one for me. haha. but we're just kids, with no money. lols. somemore there wasn't metro or isetan, where there are sooo many quite affordable dresses. even at robinsons all the stuff are ex.

oh ya, i bought perfume from body shop. at last i have one. we went to billabong and alia and i bought the same pensil boxes. yay i have a real proper pencil box now. my previous one sucked. nad bought this light brown purse which is so cute! i really liked the dark brown one. there is another in white also, so nad suggest we all buy the same one of different colour. i think i will, but alia preferred a wallet of another type. anw, we tried on some duffels and they're so pretty!!! stupid me for buying a new bag so soon. i can't buy another one. alia's loved this white and lime green bag. it's really nice. go get it, alia!

yep, we went tampines to buy assessment books from popular. i told my parents i wanna go out to buy them. hurhur. so anw, i got the amaths book i really wanted, bio book from redspot and a lit guide book. we bought a huge arch file for our ahem, plans. enuf said. sad, i forgot to buy an eraser. =((

anw, i saw sharifah! was so excited! haha. she was wearing pink! and was with her sis.

so yep, after that we parted for home. haha. here are the pics!


my grilled chicken

my darlings =)

stone.

nad against her prawns.

nad winning. haha

cheers. =)

alia macam marah sey orang ambil gamabr dier tengah makan. hurhur.

nad's!

alia's!

mine!

cam-whoring while nad tried on a dress.

how did that get here?

i suspect that aliff aziz is coming for the obor camp, so i was just researching more about him. came across the site for teenstar@ south west, the competition both aliff and his sister took part last year. his sis aisyah won first and aliff second. so anw, on this site, there are also the video of them singing. go check it out. aisyah can sing man! her voice is sooo nice, so merdu. quite powerful also. she sings effortlessly.

i think she's better than aliff. i would buy her album if she has one.

go to this site.

had obor meeting today. well, actually not for obor. meeting was for the citra magazine (tkgs malay mag). we really brainstormed and came up with loads of ideas. have our theme already. =)





so after that, sharifah, nadia, ain, mimi, syafiqah idris and i went to have lunch at parkway banquet, but at last mimi and syafiqah cabut dunno to where... ain bought her food earlier than the rest of us, so she finished faster and also cabut to airport to meet someone.. so only sharifah, nadia and i left.. i ate carrot cake. =D we gossiped like alot. and nadia was so makcik, you! *winks*

then all three of us went to tampines on 31.. waited soo long for it.. nadia was whining alot. xP






when the bus reached the ite college east bus stop, many people boarded. us three were sitting right at the back.. there are five seats at the back right, but after a girl and guy slipped in, this quite big guy suddenly want to sit oso. (three of them friends i think) i was so alarmed that i immediately moved and sort of squashed nadia and sharifah who were sitting at the inner seats. and to make things worst, the guy stinks! i dunno if it's B.O. or what, but it was really overpowering. that made me squash in furthur even more. kesian shafa duduk tengah tengah. haha.

classic sia.



muax =)

was so relieved when we reached tampines interchange.

my sis's got a psp... damn i'm addicted to it.

alia went with me to buy a new bag. went to zinc, and i was sort of searching for a rectangular shaped duffel, not the flimsy type, but there weren't any in my budget. there was a guy salesperson there helping me. at first he seemed annoying following me around, but he was truly nice. he's very funny and sociable. we sort of chatted about stupid stuff. then he helped me choose a bag, but i couldn't decide which colour but went on with light brown (but he claimed it was beige) at last. the shop was having a 10% person discount on all items i think, but the guy was freaking nice and gave me about 28% discount. original price of the bag was $42, but he sold it to me for $30 coz earlier he asked me what my budget was and i said $30. very nice right?? i'm trying to remember his face but i don't. xP i think i was busy looking at the bags.

then alia and i went to eat at mcd, i belanja her. after that we went to body shop where we testing different fragrances. and alia sprayed one perfume on my arm excessively... thx ah, alia. yup, i had about ten different smells on my both arms. lol.
the salesgirl was very nice. i was looking at buffers, then she showed my her buffed nails, and i show her mine. haha. cute.

very fun la today. =D

i wanna go out with alia and nad tmr! but nad promised to go out with sarah. and wed i have band, and thursday nad cannot and friday nad cannot, and saturday i cannot. HOW....

i watch movie with alia only lah!

xP

aaaargghhhh! i love this song and the video is freaking romantic and touching!






and no, i'm not crazy in love or something. just find acha and irwansyah a damn cute couple.


and this! ada cinta's video is damnn sweet and sad! watched love is cinta? no? go watch at youtube! it's nicer than heart.





acha's agreat actor. and she's damn pretty. in love is cinta.

i have been shouting to my sisters alot these days. it actually feels good.

i love shouting.

it was bloody cold in the studio today! social studies was first and nad gave me fbt's which she bought for me. now i owe her 10 bucks. mdm azizan was so poor thing. about half of the people in the studio (there were 3 classes having the lesson together) who chose to be ignorant and talked. there's this clicque from 3e9 i think, who kept laughing at the back. i think mdm azizan was tring to keep her control.

then mr collin came in and told mdm azizan that she can be heard from the classroom block, which is just funny coz the classroom block is quite far away.. and some more, the sec4s were having ss paper today. hurhur. but according to my senior, she didn't hear anything. lols.

after recess my class had lit lesson in studio also. and, i felt colder than before. i was pratically chattering and many times i felt like screaming and running out the door. i'm the type of person who can't really stand the cold. i sort of appreciates hot days (sometimes), actually. my brain was numb which gave me a headache. like the other day, only a bit worse.

had chem SPA during last period. heh, it was easy-peasy.

didn't really have anything much for recess. just shephard's pie. so after school on the way home, i felt DAMNN hungry. my headache became worst, i felt like fainting, and my eyes were all blurry. i'm always like this when i skipped meals or ate little (unintentionally). i forgets to eat sometimes. LOL.

my dad's having a mendaki club meeting at our house right now.. my mom prepared nasi briyani for them and two of them brought donuts and one brought muffins. =D my sis stole the oreo donut from the munchy donut box. xP so long since i last ate munchy donut's donut..

there's cake, apparantly for one of them, whose birthday is today i think.. the cake looks good.... chocolate cake with white chocolate shavings on it.. =D

ok, about the malay o level paper just now... i kinda liked the paper 1.. but now i know i could have done better. suddenly more ideas for the essays pop into my mind. lols. the paper 2 was quite difficult. kinda screwed the peribahasa part...

i hope i get A1, insyaallah.. =)

extended studies start today and for my class, we went to the studio as our classroom for the whole day except during mother tongue.. so i had prepared for the cold (of the SIX aircons in the studio) by bringing my jacket. but not many people in my class brought so almost all of us were freezing. we couldn't turn the temperature as the remote control is with mdm khoo and who knows where she was. so i shared my jacket with shafa and mimi. we took turns. haha.

then after school i started feeling a major headache coming on, but i thought it was just due to the cold, but really it was the hunger alarm. lols. i get headaches when i'm hungry.

so i munched on a caldbury on the way home.

nad, alia and i are gonna grow up together. insyaallah. =D

omg i'm in kelab obor.. actually i've always wanted to join. meet people, celebrities.. so fun... but in sec one i didn't even know they were asking around for ppl to join.. then this week syaf and nadia suddenly asked me.. =)

so there are four of us representing tkgs next year: sharifah, hannanah, ain(of 3/9) and i.



bring on the pressure.

today was fun! there was no school today cuz of promo day.... so the malay girls in my class went jalan raya... xiao qi also came along.. she borrowed baju kurung from mimi, but halfway took it out cuz she said it was hot.. so fotr the rest of the day she went around in shirt and shorts. haha. she 's so cute la, eating kuih and lontong. she likes serunding. haha so malayish.. then she also salam (or kiss) the moms' hands.. she even get duit collection. hurhur..so we called her bedah... at mdm azizan's house, mdm azizan was confused that we called her bedah, then she added abdullah behind it, so it's like xiao qi's "malay name" is bedah bte abdullah. hahah.

oh ya, there were 14 of us, so it was very fun being in a big group jalan-jalan together.. we also went to mdm lenny's house... she wasn't wearing the tudung so i didn't recognise her at first. she actually looked younger (haha kembang ah, mdm lenny, kalau bace ni).

after mdm lenny's, i went home... it was 8pm already, but sal, nat, farzean, fifah, shik and hannah went to cikgu zain's and maria's.. i heard they got home at 10. lols.

mdm lenny gave 10 bucks. =D

HARI RAYA FIRST DAY

us sisters =D
whole family

eating nasi briyani =D

umar is tiptoeing. xP

haha today was fun

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay it's finally here! i can't wait to go out jalan-jalan with new clothes and new everything, and eat kuih and ketupat and get packet money. =D i just love hari raya atmosphere. it's so... happy.. last night my sisters and i slept at 3am when my parents just came home from geylang bazaar. haha..

but sad thing, my family can't go visit my maternal grandmother cuz my mom is sort of fighting with her sister-in-law (my granny lives in house), which is quite ironic, since hari raya is the time for forgiveness and everything.... i hope everything turns out well (that aunt of mine is very egoistic, you see. don't wanna lose face)...

but whatever i'm gonna enjoy myself the next 30 days of hari raya! (yep, hari raya lasts for 30 days on the month of Syawal, since we've fasted for 30 days on the month of Ramadan)

i HATE people teasing me. kau menyakat aku, and make fun of me, i will take a LONG time to forgive you. and one more thing, don't treat me like a kid even though you like 1-7 years older than me.

month of ramadhan has come to an end, so it means it's HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!!

omg so fun! but let's update on what happened in school today..

we had checking of scripts the whole day-english, amaths and chem papers.
am not too satisfied with my english. was aiming for A1, but got B3... =((( i'm happy for amaths. I PASS!!! for the first time! hahaha. got B4, ok ah..

i fail chem paper quite badly. actually ALOT of the students in the cohort failed. but i'm still sad ah. the paper was unexpectedly difficult.

then after school i went home straight. was on the bus with nad. she was about to bitch about ahem when we saw her just two seats in front. hahah nad, i'm sure she heard you! LOL. since then she having this guilty conscience and keeps worrying. dah, gi minta maaf, ni dah hari raye.. ;))

i was so hardworking ah just now.. put up the curtains, vacuum the whole house and wipe some of the furniture.. =D

yay i can't wait LA! =DD but still got my baju raya problem. nad, you know what i mean. xP

yesterday was the first day of school after a very long weekend. i was both unbearable and memorable. we didn't have any lesson so the school made us listen to endless talks. the sec3s had a talk on social etiquette first. the speaker is so obviously metrosexual. but i learnt alot from him, until some attention seeking person(s) decided to be rude and insensitive. when the speaker was showing us (with a female model) how ladies should sit, suddenly there was this voice saying "So gay." it came from the AV control room upstairs. someone had deliberately uttered it through a microphone so everyone heard it. i was so shocked. that was so rude of her! the speaker is a proffesional who had coached participants in countless of beauty pagents. she was pratically insulting him.



the speaker was sitting on a chair on stage and, being a guy, was sitting with legs quite far apart. that stupid girl once again opened her big mouth and said "Mr, cross your legs." that is so disrespectful of her. the whole hall was quiet. the person obviously realised her big mistake. the speaker had a VERY pissed look. quite scary. since then he kept warning the girl and demanding her to come down and apologise. i dunno if she did or not, and i heard it was fiona from 3e5. she's so dumb to do such a stupid thing. now she's spoiled the good name of tkgs. THANKS ALOT, FIONA, if it's true you're the one.



then it's after school. i went out with alia, nad and sakina!=DDDD first we went to the geylang bazaar cuz alia wanted to buy green pkts for hari raya. then we went to white sands. i bought another bangle! and other stuff... so fun!
oh ya nad cut her hair. i think she looks prettier. she said she looks like marilyn monroe. haha cute.

WOO HOO!!!! EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!

my last paper which is csp, was ok... the paper 1 was difficult coz we didn't really know how to read the question (which is hilarious) but the paper 2 was quite easy.

yay next thing to look forward to is hari raya =DD

it's so bloody freaking HOT right now... WHY?? i need to study in a condusive environment.....


i really don't know wy she's so biased against me. WHAT THE HECK IS YOUR PROBLEM? she does no AT ALL treat the others like she treats me. for god's sake, i'm like the one who HAD least hated her. I EVEN THOUGHT OF COMING UP WITH SOMETHING FOR TEACHERS' DAY FOR HER. AND I WANTED TO BUY HER A FLOWER!!! dammit, i feel like just shouting at her and find out what's her problem.

yay! finally i've changed my blogskin! i was really so tired of the last one. i love this skin so much and love the song. =D

ok time to update on the past few days. had emaths paper on monday. it was ok.. didn't know how to do about four questions..

then, higher malay paper 2 was yesterday. i seemed really difficult, but after reading everything for like, a hundred times, it's actually quite easy. oh, and i got one peribahasa wrong. shit la, I KNEW there was something wrong...

so, now i am left with ONE paper, that is CSP. i'm sooooooo scared for paper 1. i pictured not knowing a single thing to write for compo, and handing in a blank paper. oh no, please don't make it come true. so i'm like trying to memorise a compo..

after friday's paper, it's GOING OUT WITH MY DARLS! yay i really can't wait.

oh shit. i'm having a major headache. shit. i can't study properly!!!!!!!

my dad wanted to bring us out yesterday. i initially refused. wanna study. but then i would have been alone at home, and what the hell was i suppose to eat when breaking fast?

so i followed. we planned to go johor, but there was major traffic jam at 1st and 2nd link, so we went to break fast at jurong point's banquet instead.

then we went to the bazaar at geylang. it was damn crowded! i was sweating profusely. people are just walking past and looking, not exactly buying.

we visited cik yah's shop at joo chiat complex next. i was so tired i sort of collapsed on kak isyah (who is working there during her school holidays). mak mah was there too.

sha sha was so 'kecoh'! she and my mom are so funny when they joke with each other.

so we went home at around 1am and reached at 2am. so tired.

omg YOU HAVE TO WATCH THIS.



THX ATIFA FOR TELLING ME ABT IT.

ever since atifa told me she watched this youtube video of muslim converts , i got interested about finding out about them. since 6am just now i have been watching videos on muslim converts on youtube. and there are ALOT of negative and repulsively insulting remarks coming from non-muslims from America commenting on the videos. majority of these people are american christians. they used vulgur and accused prophet muhammad of having raped women! it is utmost uncivil and repulsive! they said islam is a CULT! CULT!! i am soo angry. they should be more aware of what they are saying. it is as though muslims are those radical ones only!

i don't believe in terrorism, but i think those terrorists did what they did not for islam, but revenge on america. well, they started everything right? the afghanistan, iraq. is all because of resources? oil? i am not sure. but i am sure terrorists are only using religion as an excuse, when there is actually something very wrong with themselves.

i am very glad i live in singapore where majority have equal thinking. in america, most of them would be intimidated or leer at muslim women wearing hijab (headscarf) so they are some who feel insecure about wearing it. on the other hand, in singapore, some muslim women purposely refuse to wear them fashion-wise when we are fortunate that in singapore society, we are accepted even when we wear hijab. i urge you to see these videos.







and this is really cool.
a scientist who converted to islam.



and i just love this video. it's so funny.








to non-muslims, please don't get offended. i am not insulting any religion. just stating my views on the videos i watched.
and i hope those insensitive americans will stop being rude and please have a more open mind to what is happening ALL around them, not only judge from what they hear. the world does not revolve around you, like you think it is. if you are not one of them, then i salute you, and i'm not referring to you.

i don't have a boyfriend la. saiful hidayat is just the previous owner of my geography TYS book. i don't even know him. lols

this week i sat for my end-of-year chemistry, hml paper 1, amaths, core geography, biology and literature elec papers. JUST THREE MORE TO GO!! =DD

chemistry was CRAZY, RIDICULOUSLY DIFFICULT. serious! even the mcq. i took quite a long time getting through it. damn even the clever peeps said they're screwed. oh gosh.

hml paper 1 was chicken. i've always loved writing malay essays. =D

amaths was quite easy. yay. i studied what..

geog was quite crazy.. i didn't memorise certain details that were required.

bio was easy. hehe i studied.

i only spent less than an hour studying lit.. was concentrating on bio... soo, ya lit was quite crappy. i wrote shit.


btw, i watched final destination 3 on HBO yesterday. it's so cool. all the deaths somehow related.. no plot, but quite scary.

can't stop thinking about it, especially the part those two bimbos trapped in a tanning machine and died slowly. the temperature was increasing. can you imagine? it's like being trapped in an oven! crazy.

and i was on air again yesterday. =D on 98.7 this time. dedicated a song to my friends in tkgs. hmm, i don't think anyone heard that. xP

end of year exams have already started. sat for english and social studies paper. english was easy, ss seq was chicken, sbq was duck.


sbq was so diff! i did the seq first and was smiling from ear to ear, then sbq, i felt like crying. and i didn't have enough time. sbq answers were crap.

i stomach rumbled just now.

hmm, actually, i'm kinda enjoying fasting on this holy month of Ramadhan.

i was on air on power98 yesterday! hee won some contest. the prize is a 150-dollar worth of goodie bag or picnic basket filled with food and drinks packed by F&N and some hotel. the contest has got something to do with a 'be healthy' campaign and stuff. i do not wish to elaborate. quite embarrasing. my voice sounded like chipmunk!!!

i came to school today. shocked a few of my friends with my bloodshot eyes. i dunno why i didn't bring shades. i could have worn it to reduce possibilty of spreading. tsk i look horrible. my eyebag on my left eye is thicker than on the right. can u imagine? ugh.

then during assembly at courtyard, my FM mrs loy walked past me and saw my eyes. she backed away and exclaimed "aiyo! your eyes! why are you here? go home!" no way i was going home. can't afford to miss anymore lessons. esspecially chem, cuz mrs chan started on a new chapter, energy changes. during today's chem lesson i totally did not know what they all were talking about. was struggling to understand. but with darling serene's help, i caught up and find the chapter fun. =D

in school today my eyes feel like they were on fire. was more painful than when i am at home. maybe it's because i move around so much outside.

wanna say thanks to my friends for your good wishes for my well-being. =DDDDD

i went polyclinic just now. the doctor was very nice, and the lady at the pharmacy counter was nice too. i got a three-day mc! woohoo!

sigh, but i think i'll be coming to scool tmr. i want my progress repot. and can't afford to miss anymore lessons.

mrs andre's absent today. cool, that means i haven't missed csp lesson.

my eldest sister suddenly had bloodshot eyes aka sore eyes on monday, then two days ago, my second sis caught it.

THEN YESTERDAY, I CAUGHT IT! great ah..! now i look like some alien. and it's sooooooooo painful! i'm going polyclinic at sengkang later, meeting my sis there. yep, i didn't come to school. that means i missed amaths, chem and csp lessons! sooo important! somemore yesterday i have edited my english essay for today's lesson-sigh, so wasted.

seriously, it's sooo painful. it keeps watering.
hope i'll be better tmr.

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY LEER AND SYAMIMI!!

heee. i bought them both presents. now you'll have to give me presents on my birthday next year. xP

haha jk.

tsk tsk. i pity vanessa hudgens for having her nude self all over the world. it' so embarrassing! the wole world can see her privates. not so private, now huh?

i just can't find the perfect blogskin to meet my taste.

watched the movie 13 going on 30 on HBO yesterday. very nice! love the part when the guy best friend is sooo nice to jenna. he's quite cute too. =D

i just love movies which shows the childhood and adulthood of the characters.
so cool.