THIRD DAY OF OBOR.

very depressing la. we didn't win....





anw, today we bought two packs of chipsmore.. =D today all of the members of the prev tkgs obor team came. yaye! so anw, when we reached there, we played cards while waiting outside the auditorium.. were acting hyper and crazy la. nervous..

today we had aliff aziz conference.. it was much funner than yesterday's. his entrance wa nice... the lights were dimmed and spotlight was at the door ready for him. then when he entered, music started playing and he strolled in, singing cinta arjuna. very nice la.. everyone started cheering..

blablabla, after conf it was time for work. this time it was full page of a typical newspaper. added in yesterday's reports together with aliff's. was give 3 hours from 12pm.. dunno why we (now tkgs team) were quite slack. shit ah, now i regret.. we rushed during the last 30min. like REALLY rushed. then it was time for the editors to line up and get ready to be questioned about our work by the BH reporters. we were so nervous, kept adding stuff.. so we were like in the line, but squatting over our stuff. hannah drank milo but there was still some left in the cup; she accidentally turned it over and a few drops fell onto the paper. ain and shef screamed i tell you. like rily loud. everyone turned and look. so funny. we were so stressed out la. we forgot that only editor was suppose to be the one answering the questions, all of us stood together to answer them. lols. then it was handed over to the judges who started reading them. fadhilah, my sec4 senior who won last two years was one of them. we were standing a few feet away trying to read her face, but she was just blank, just reading. so we just went away and hugged. (we took this too seriously lah) then went out of the auditorium coz couldn't stand the pressure and took pictures instead.

before results were announced there was this unknown dance group who came to perform, to make themselves known. there very good ah, but i find it really weird that they met through friendster. lols. fh was flirting with the girls.

okok when results were announce all i held my breathe and when we didn't win, i sort of choked. i feel so disappointed. no, ALL of us were disappointed. we were like dunno what to do... oh ya, there were some extra prizes so farid hamzah made up awards like the hottest guy, the chubbiest person, the most hyper and whatever. guess what WE got? kumpulan paling stress. the most stressed out team. when fh said "ok for the most stressed out group..", i already know it's us. i was like shit la, this is embarrassing. coz the day before nadia already told us comments from the different BH reporters-that we're too stressed-looking and so serious. so when we went up to recieve, i put on this forced smile, really, i wasn't in ANY mood to smile or joke at all.. none of us cried there la, that'll be plain embarrassing. but cried at home, when everything sort of starts to dawned on us.

on the way home in the mrt, syaf wasn't with me coz she had to stay back to do sth. so in the train, i was just thinking and reflecting, i realised i didn't really have fun because was too focused. i mean, no words can describe the pressure. the past two tkgs teams WON you know. bothe during the June camps. so we wanna try out again next June. so anw, in the train, i felt tears coming ah, but i held them. would look weird suddenly crying.

i'm sad, but i'm grateful for the experience. i learnt ALOT. and i got to meet aliff aziz. =) wanna say thx to farid hamzah for being there for us and being so nice and funny and making us all laugh and smile in times of stress. lols so drama. but really, journalism is veryyy stressfull. the datelines are just crazy..
congrats to hannah and ain for getting photography internship with BH. they were recommended by cik johari.

pictures, later.