ok fine, i shall blog about D-Day. well, i got 9 after bonus pts, and i was happy with it at all. when at first i saw the 2-digit number on my results slip, it hit me hard in the gut. then the tears started flowing. i wasn't crying coz i regret not putting more effort. damn, i did my best, i studied ok. i was crying coz of the realisation that i could not enter vjc- my ever dream school. my juniors syiq and jia xin and senior laura were there. poor things they had to witness me cry my heart out. syiq was sweet when she said that my l1r5 was fantastic (even tho it wasn't to me) and jia xin sat beside me the longest after syiq and laura left. so sweet, love you darlings.

then me, sharifah, mimi and nad just sat around in a circle in silence. not because we ALL did badly. damn, all of them got very low. i think it was my fault la, i didn't have the mood to talk at all, with red eyes and all. sorry guys, but congrats. =)

after that we had 2nd lunch at LJS at bedok which was when i cheered up. totally got over the sadness. well, i'm that sort of person who gets over things quickly, coz i knoow i CAN'T do anything to change the way some things are. i accept my fate, coz i know God has a different plan for me.

then the next day, i was TOTALLY confused on which jc to choose. it was between tjc, mjc, nyjc and sajc. so i went to tjc open house to see how the school is. the academic part of the sch is impressive and i can get opportunities there, but damn, the atmosphere was sooooooooooo boring! but i did get to rock-climb there! hehe!

then on wed, yesterday, i made up my mind- tj sci, mj sci, sajc sci, etc. coz if i don't get tj, i'll get mj, which i don't mind getting. and getting tj is also not bad since it's a good school. so everything's ok. my last two choices were psychology course in np and tp. =D

yesterday, i ripped my vjc poster (which was used as a motivation for me to study and work towards) off the wall and crushed it and threw it in the wastepaper basket. good riddance. ok, not exactly. it was a very sad moment for me.

now, i'm just anticipating for the posting results and wanting to go out with my girlfriends. planned a bowling outing, but cancelled. tsk.

and i just found out that mimi, serene, kim and sharifah all chose tj as first choice. yaye! got friends.