it's funny how you're against something so much and you believe in something good, something against that, but all along, it's sort of happening right in front of your eyes. i wanna cry, i wanna deny and stop it. but how to do that? scream in their face? would that happen to me too? would i do such things? i never thought it would and could happen in close proximity. can i just grow up fast and see if it's a natural thing to happen when you're that age? i think i'm confused. i'm new to all this.


please don't be like the rest of them, please.