yesterday, i went to the airport to see my friends off to japan, which is for something like an educational thing for band (my cca). then after talking talking, taking pictures, and seeing them check in the luggage, i sunddenly felt this pang in my chest. i think it was jealousy and regret. i could have gone too, if it wasn't for the food problem. i mean, it's SOOO hard to find halal food in japan! what's more, in the program catalogue, it's written that the places where they're gonna eat include the hotel and a chinese restaurant..! like, isn't that obvious it's not gonna be halal?? wat? starve for 7 days, or eat instant stuff brought from singapore for the whole trip??

but anw, back to the feelings of jealousy and regret. as i watched them all gathered at the airport pulling along their luggages, chatting atimatedly with friends, while wearing the windbreaker specially made for that japan tour (which sadly, i dun get), i imagined them having fun in japan. i mean they're oso going to tokyo disneyland and disneysea, and also taking a bullet train for the experience! seriously, if they had assured me that there will be halal food, i would definitely go. right now, i'm just constantly looking at the clock and asking myself, "i wonder what they're doing now". i miss them! mostly, i miss azura! i won't get to text message her for 7 days!! we were planning on going escape theme park together... boo hoo.. and i miss alia too! she's away in los angelas and and i can't text msg her too!

cry.