i am so tired. i really wish i can just collapse onto my bed and sleep! but there's gpp to be done. and maths tutorial.. today was quite horrible. during rc, we did bouderling instead of pt and my skin on my finger got peeled off after doing a route. soccer-monkey with jane, bren and yang was really fun. and high2 wasn't far away too. hahah.

today's a super super day... i love today. i was happy the whole day.

i walked past high2 twice today. i managed to finish my lit essay which was due last wednesday and when i personally handed it in to my teacher, he wasn't angry at all. and we learnt about "sexual poems" in lit. loll. i finally get what AQ (from GP) is all about. i went to climb asia with fellow rc mates in place of pt training today and it was a blast. but i think the most significant moment today was when we celbrated juan's birthday before heading off to climb asia.

i accompanied mimi to white sands to pick out a cake and we totally couldn't decide what to buy. then i called justin (and also talked to marcus) for help but oh my god they were no help at all. made me remember that guys most of the time don't think rationally when making small decisions like what kind of cake would that person like, coz they just don't care as much as girls do.

in the end we bought a thomas the engine block cake! it was so damn cute. unfortunately i forgot to take a picture of it. back at school we surprised him with the cake and the guys decided to carry him and crush his groin with the sign pole in front of the boulder wall. it was damn hilarious. i'll put up the photo soon.

at climb asia, we were shock to see so many people there. there were vj and sajc climbers too. a bit paiseh at first, but when i realised some of the vj people were j1s and noobs too, i didn't feel so paiseh anymore coz they weren't any better than us.

oh and i found out that they would be joining pumpfest also. good, coz we won't be the only ones making a fool of ourselves there. the competition's next friday btw, i'm so nervous!

then justin rented harnesses and we could climb the top wall too. i love that part coz the routes are graded so i was able to test myself with different kinds of routes.

after that was dinner at heartland mall kovan. it was just me, za, justin, joo and brandan. justin suddenly became so emo and serious. affected my mood a lil. but had fun eating with them.

i was so close to being caught coming home late. my parents were not home, but when i was walking towards the lift i saw them parking the car. luckily i saw them and managed to slip into my house unnoticed.

so yeah, today was a good day. =)

old ahem smiled at me. bumped into him at madrasah. haha. random.

btw, i'm having a flu, not swine flu please, and i was desperate to get better by today so i can watch the match and see old ahem again.

i went to school anw, and all day i was careful not to show any signs that i was sick so i wouldn't get sent home. cheryl came with tissues under her nose and anne marie sneezed once and both of them got sent home. luckily my tempearture wasn't so high.

i'm glad i didn't skip school today. the match was awesome! i think it was the most happening match i've ever watched before. i shouted my lungs out cheering. it's so cool seeing high2 and old ahem on the field together. first time watching old ahem playing and i think he's good.

at lat mj trashed rj 4-1. haha. but rj was really fighting till the end la.. i think they need to replace their goalie. butter fingers. lol. anw, so sad, i didn't get to say hi to him. he looked so scary when he's angry.

after that was cheerleading. fazall half sat on my specs. thanks ah.

ok that's it i think.

shit i'm sick. i was perfectly fine yesterday and this morning, i woke up with a cold. i feel sick even though my temperature's only 36.6 degrees. i sure hope i'm not developing swine flu. *touch wood*

anw, i went climbing at climb asia with justin, za and ghim joo yesterday. i had to go through sooo much torture from my dad before he finally let me go. seriously, he was being so damn annoying even my mom couldn't take it.

anw, i think i'd rather go safra yishun to boulder next time. climb asia's always full of damn good climbers that i always feel inferior. mostly guys some more. lagi shy. haha.

after that, four of us went to have dinner at long john silvers beside plaza sing. wanted to catch a movie but it was already 8 and i sadly i had to go home. me and za had a hard time explaining to justin why girls have to have curfews. '-.-

only things i look forward to these days are cheerleading and rc.

cheerleading has been fun btw. i LOVE doing stunts. the dance they taught us is cool too.
can't wait for the next practice.

damn i can't concentrate on my gp essay.

don't be so emo laa..

ok, i shall update on things that have been going on in my life.

1)i got into rc (rockclimbing, NOT red cross) exco, and am quarter mistress instead of vice captain which i originally ran for. honestly i felt quite affected by it but i managed to cover it quite well. i'm good at it so only a few would know how i really feel.

so anw, i thought i got over it totally, but sometimes i would feel the rejection again and i hate rejection. but QM's good. got to know joon kiat (prev qm) a lil more, and he's nice. (digression: i like his hair. lols)

2) i realise high high (nickname for HIM) is just at my height and i think i might even be a LITTLE bit taller than him. bummer. hope he grows soon.

3)hannah's in sc. nad's running for house comm. alia's in sc. proud of them. =)

4)so far i only passed one test which is maths. the rest, FAILLLL. sad sia.

5)i love my rc mates. they're just so gay. haha. btw, i'll be participating in my first ever competition on 15 may at velocity novena square. very nervous about it. anyone can come and support! =DD

6)i wanted to sign up for archery for pe elective, but alot of ppl said it's boring. so it's cable skiing instead.

7)i can't wait for thursday. can see my old ahem. and alia! =DD

8)i wonder when i can collect my grad cert.

i watched the french movie The Choir on Okto yesterday and i absolutely love it. partly because of Jean-Baptiste Maunier !! haha. he's hot.

i think HE should be edward cullen.

i hated the weather this morning, but i now, i'm loving it. i actually feel cool... thank god for the rain just now..

anyway, went to semarak temasek yesterday! honestly i didn't know it was even a competition and that seven jcs would be there. i just came for shrifah shahidah syed omar al-jufri. =) my darling was dikir barat-ing!

so anw, i met fifah and syaf at tj bus stop and we went in together. saw alot of mjc ppl and i didn't expect that. saw my dear rc senior husna too! she looks so cute in selendang.

srikandi temasek (the girls dikir grp) performed two times and they were good. the competition was themed after the old movies so all the skits are just a few scenes from different movies and all of them had to sing. i thught tpjc was the best, but they won second. i was surprised mjc won third cz honestly, they weren't really good and they even forgot the lyrics to the song. acjc won first.

there were alot of tkgians! was so happy to see my friends again. and i realised how much i missed sharifah that makcik! i actually felt prud watching her do dikir! haha.

ok here comes the pics! more on my fb.

happy birthday to me..... =)

17 sounds kinda cool.

my birthday started off reeeally bad. both parents were nagging and screaming at us in the morning about cleaning the house. pissed me off.

i skipped madrasah today. partly because i was sick from eating to much durian the night before and also to finish the tons of homework i had. didn't have enough time to do them on friday and saturday coz i was out.

in the afternoon my family and i went out for the traditional birthday dinner. since dad wanted to check out the new tampines 1 mall, we had dinner at secret recipe.

this year, i really dn't care about presents, coz somehow i feel quite content with my life right now. but i am really happy with the presents i got.

i got a pair of much needed Asics running shoes, a much needed (red!) pencil box from lin, cool levi's jeans from kak nana, two gorgeous tops fro kak isyah and a striking red (!) solvi titus watch.

i wore one of the tops and the jeans to the dinner, love them!

thanks to my family for celebrating my birthday, and thanks to all my friends who remembered and wished me. LOVE YOU LOTS AND ALWAYS!

won't be 17 forever..

ok this is just cazy. watch dan osman:

me and xing hua didn't have the heart to dispose of our chem titration results. i just had to take a picture of them. strangely i felt they had some kind of significance. maybe it's got to do with what happened during that period! hahaa... ahem was there doing make up chem prac with my class. i was damn shocked laa. haha. thank god i didn't shriek out loud.

lol. anw, today's pe sucked.

i am so tired nowadays. piles of homework practically everyday and i'm deprived of sleep!

nonetheless, let's talk about rockclimbing again!

i am so disappointed with myself coz i couldn't reach the top today. i feel like i've lost the motivation already, i dunno since when and why. but on the bright side, i saw chilli today! hehe.

anw, here was a soccer match between mjc and river valley high today. soo many outsiders came to watch it too, and there were alot of mats also. and fifah came! so happy to see her. sorry babe, couldn't sit down and chat just now.

anw, of course mj won with a score of 4-0. too bad ahem wasn't playing. he was a reserve i think.

well, till next time! gotta do gp research.

THAT up there is not a band around my finger. that's my finger. lol. i put a plaster around my finger on friday and felt really uncomfortable since then. i thought it was just my wound, but actually it turns out the pain was actually because the plaster sort of stopped my blood circulation at that area. when i finally took it off, i was beyond shocked and SCARED when i saw my finger had a WHITE area in the middle. seriously it was white, not even light brown. i was praying that i wouldn't have to amputate it off! lol. oh i can even think to myself 'so this is how a dead finger would look like'. haha.

but don't worry, my finger's alright now, it's brown again. haha. lesson learnt, plasters are evil. haha.

today sucked. really.

yayy another post about rockclimbing:))

supposedly cca was cancelled since j2s were having march block tests the whole day. but us j1s, being so enthu abt rockclimbing, went to Climb Asia to boulder.

i find the place intimidating coz it sort of radiates an aura of expertise. like amateurs are not allowed.lol.

anyway, generally i like the boulder walls there coz it's very challenging and easy to set routes. marcus helped set routes for us to get us going and then he went off to climb with other intermediates, after a while the rest of us got the hang of setting routes ourselves and for each other and the whole experience was kinda fun except for two accidents: i nearly broke my arm and jane sprained her ankle, both due to falling the wrong way after completing the same boulder route.

the bouldering session turned out to be a really good bonding session too, had alot of laughs with the girls and guys. and then more people turned up, from ite college east and some jc/poly. this ite girl was stuck on the wall almost the whole time. she climbed from left to right and then back, for like soo many times. dn i'm so envious of her strength. all the while i was thinking of my dumbbells at home. haha must weight-lift more! some guys even did pull ups one the rocks on the wall and some were upside down..crazy stuff.

then after that, my family and i celebrated mom's birthday with a dinner at segar restaurant at bedok. the food was great and i like the atosphere of the place too, not so crowded.

ok, some pictures:

from kak nana, paris hilton bag:from kak isyah, lin and me- carlo rino jewelry box:
makan time!:

went to support seniors at bouldering competition today. it was held at velocity mall at novena square. it was my first time watching a rockclimbing competition and i realised how GOOD the other jcs are. like seriously good. i thought my seniors were really good, but there are sooo many others better. tj was one of the best. our only 'weapon' is marcus luh coz he has many years of experience. damn is he pro or what! each person had to climb four different boulder routes and marcus only had to attempt the last one (and supposedly the most difficult) once when so many others kept falling. then i found out he had like, 5 years experience. NO WONDERRR.

there were SOOOOOO hot guys! hahaha. eye candy overdose. muscular and toned some more.

the competitors were given a sleeveless shirt which all of the guys changed into. obviously they loved it since it shows off their muscles. all the girls also wore it. but i was so disgusted by those who wore it without anything under, just theirbra. nevermind if they were wearing sports bra, but some wore the normal bra! this one girl who only wore a normal bra under the sleeveless shirt bend down to tie her shoelaces and put on a free show. can see her boobs sia! like seriously, so exposed till almost can see her nipples. all of us were so disgusted. and then this other girl wore a green bra, and when she fell off the wall onto the mat, her shirt got shifted and her green bra was exposed. how embarrassing was that sia. the lady official tried to help readjust her shirt for her. that girl feeling paiseh already, quickly clutched the shirt closer to her chest. too late, saw enough already. lol.

i took loads of pics of the seniors climbing:


marcus:

dyno!

the 4th route.

xin ning:

regina:

husna: (dyno!)

pics of guang hao, jk, kk and sam are about the same, will upload on fbook instead.

btw, xin ning said WE (the j1s) will be competing in LEAD-CLIMBING in july. wtf in 3 months?? scary. but i'm kinda excited too. =))