i am so tired nowadays. piles of homework practically everyday and i'm deprived of sleep!

nonetheless, let's talk about rockclimbing again!

i am so disappointed with myself coz i couldn't reach the top today. i feel like i've lost the motivation already, i dunno since when and why. but on the bright side, i saw chilli today! hehe.

anw, here was a soccer match between mjc and river valley high today. soo many outsiders came to watch it too, and there were alot of mats also. and fifah came! so happy to see her. sorry babe, couldn't sit down and chat just now.

anw, of course mj won with a score of 4-0. too bad ahem wasn't playing. he was a reserve i think.

well, till next time! gotta do gp research.

THAT up there is not a band around my finger. that's my finger. lol. i put a plaster around my finger on friday and felt really uncomfortable since then. i thought it was just my wound, but actually it turns out the pain was actually because the plaster sort of stopped my blood circulation at that area. when i finally took it off, i was beyond shocked and SCARED when i saw my finger had a WHITE area in the middle. seriously it was white, not even light brown. i was praying that i wouldn't have to amputate it off! lol. oh i can even think to myself 'so this is how a dead finger would look like'. haha.

but don't worry, my finger's alright now, it's brown again. haha. lesson learnt, plasters are evil. haha.

today sucked. really.

yayy another post about rockclimbing:))

supposedly cca was cancelled since j2s were having march block tests the whole day. but us j1s, being so enthu abt rockclimbing, went to Climb Asia to boulder.

i find the place intimidating coz it sort of radiates an aura of expertise. like amateurs are not allowed.lol.

anyway, generally i like the boulder walls there coz it's very challenging and easy to set routes. marcus helped set routes for us to get us going and then he went off to climb with other intermediates, after a while the rest of us got the hang of setting routes ourselves and for each other and the whole experience was kinda fun except for two accidents: i nearly broke my arm and jane sprained her ankle, both due to falling the wrong way after completing the same boulder route.

the bouldering session turned out to be a really good bonding session too, had alot of laughs with the girls and guys. and then more people turned up, from ite college east and some jc/poly. this ite girl was stuck on the wall almost the whole time. she climbed from left to right and then back, for like soo many times. dn i'm so envious of her strength. all the while i was thinking of my dumbbells at home. haha must weight-lift more! some guys even did pull ups one the rocks on the wall and some were upside down..crazy stuff.

then after that, my family and i celebrated mom's birthday with a dinner at segar restaurant at bedok. the food was great and i like the atosphere of the place too, not so crowded.

ok, some pictures:

from kak nana, paris hilton bag:from kak isyah, lin and me- carlo rino jewelry box:
makan time!:

went to support seniors at bouldering competition today. it was held at velocity mall at novena square. it was my first time watching a rockclimbing competition and i realised how GOOD the other jcs are. like seriously good. i thought my seniors were really good, but there are sooo many others better. tj was one of the best. our only 'weapon' is marcus luh coz he has many years of experience. damn is he pro or what! each person had to climb four different boulder routes and marcus only had to attempt the last one (and supposedly the most difficult) once when so many others kept falling. then i found out he had like, 5 years experience. NO WONDERRR.

there were SOOOOOO hot guys! hahaha. eye candy overdose. muscular and toned some more.

the competitors were given a sleeveless shirt which all of the guys changed into. obviously they loved it since it shows off their muscles. all the girls also wore it. but i was so disgusted by those who wore it without anything under, just theirbra. nevermind if they were wearing sports bra, but some wore the normal bra! this one girl who only wore a normal bra under the sleeveless shirt bend down to tie her shoelaces and put on a free show. can see her boobs sia! like seriously, so exposed till almost can see her nipples. all of us were so disgusted. and then this other girl wore a green bra, and when she fell off the wall onto the mat, her shirt got shifted and her green bra was exposed. how embarrassing was that sia. the lady official tried to help readjust her shirt for her. that girl feeling paiseh already, quickly clutched the shirt closer to her chest. too late, saw enough already. lol.

i took loads of pics of the seniors climbing:


marcus:

dyno!

the 4th route.

xin ning:

regina:

husna: (dyno!)

pics of guang hao, jk, kk and sam are about the same, will upload on fbook instead.

btw, xin ning said WE (the j1s) will be competing in LEAD-CLIMBING in july. wtf in 3 months?? scary. but i'm kinda excited too. =))

rockclimbing has taught me something which is my worst enemy is no one else but myself. that is really true. really. when you want something, there's always something that's holding you back and most of the time it's psychologically.

i can't do it...the rest can't, so what makes me think i can...i'll try some other time...

now i'm always reminding myself to fight the negative, lazy, evil side of me so i can reach my goals. =)

"Sometimes we want something so badly but we just can't get hold of it. Different people have a different reaction to it. You secretly hope you could have it, fascinate having it in hand. You'd mop over it and can't seem to move on from it. But things happen without you expecting it, it comes as a surprise. Though it ain't exactly what you fascinate about of having, you'd end up having a smile on your face. You'd learn how to be satisfied about what comes upon you though no one lives in satisfaction. Yes, the irony. All you need to do is not be stubborn, don't be greedy,


and give it time."


~ quoted from http://thelovedsinner.blogspot.com

this is so deep, so thought-provokng, i had to put it on my blog. thanks, faizah (ironically). =)

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ok, jc life has been interesting. so far, i hate tutorials (coz need to pass up hw) and loves lectures (coz can nod off to sleep without getting caught most of the time, oh and day-dream too). i HEART rockclimbing very very much. had a 3 day camp last fri to sun, damn fun damn fun damn fun! got to bond with the fellow j1s, there are only 16 of us. got alot of cuts and bruises, pulled through CRAZYY pt sessions and learned how to do chin ups. assisted kind la. haha.

yup, i really really love rock climbing to the extend that i don't mind the crazy pt, warm up sessions. coz i tell myself that at the end of the day, it's all about the rock wall, baybeh! and tmr, we'll start our first course at climbasia! yayyyyyyy!

oh last yesterday we did the beep test and i only reached stage 5 out of 20 stages. wtf. the best was stage 9. by a guy luhh..

and i want my own dumb bells.

looking forward to the next meeting!

Happy Birthday dear Hannah! Muacks!

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I AM SO HAPPY. EXCITED. GRATEFUL. FRIGGING ESTATIC!!!!!!!!!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

crying tears of joy!

ok, i believe one should try hard, but in certain situations, one shouldn't try TOO hard if not it just begins to look a tad pathetic.

sch so far is ok i guess. lazy to update.

WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK!!!!
i blardy hell didn't dsa into band, and what did i find under my cca records when i was registering for cca online? BAND, JOINED (DSA). fck it la, how can anyone force me to join? i didn't even dsa for one thing. i'm scared they wouldn't allocate me into rockclimbing. so i am so gonna see mr chua tmr. i'm guessing ms sia did this. with all due respect, i do not, repeat, DO NOT EVER want to continue band. rockclimbing is my passion. respect that, pls.

dammit i was late today! i arrived school at 7.50 sey.. i was late coz i ran all they back home from two stops away coz i forgot to bring results slip for the opting out of malay. then at school, i realised i took the malay cert instead of the results slip. waste my time sey!! and when i went into the hall i was so embarrassed la... so today i just bought myself a year planner. must be more organized!

so my subject combi is h2 bio, chem and math and h1 lit. i CAN'T WAIT to start lit seriously. and i hope we get to go to cambridge! the lecturer at h2 lit showed us pictures of the trip they had and they went to the globe theatre! that is so like WOW! i wanna go there! i was really tempted to take h2 lit (coz i love lit so much!), but i don't i can do the paper 5, and they do FIVE texts! compared to 2 for h1.. we're reading wuthering hts and richard III.

today wasn't much different from yesterday. a bunch of talks and more demo lectures.

the OGLs showed us the mass dance and we're gonna learn it tmr. it looks soo difficult coz it's veryy long. but i'm sure it'll be fun.




he's gone.. =((

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! was kinda fun, except throughout the whole day i was soooo sleepy and my eyes felt irritated even though they weren't red.



we had to make our combi choices by tmr so we had demo lectures to help us decide. they were really interesting and useful. i went to the h1 lit, h2 chem and h1 geog. mr alvin tan is the geog lecturer! you know, that trainee teacher who taught us, and who sweats like crazy. fortunate for him (and maybe our delicate eyes), the lecture theatres are air-conditioned.

man, i'm in jc... haven't really sunk in yet.. and guys all around. dunno if i can get used to it. but i'm mostly really happy i've got hannah, mimi and shik with me. made the day less unnerving..

and yes, i saw nuri. not until break time when hannah UNNECESSARILY pushed me towards his direction. got the chance the chat up with him for a while. he's a nice guy...

there are ALOT of familiar faces. practically the whole tk clique's in mj. and some other vs guys. saw some cedarians who were in obor.. and my ex-madrasah classmate too.. i think the biggest group is from tkgs. you can really see tkgians almost everywhere, really.

and lastly, i wanna be in phobos!

i woke up at 6.30am and switched on my phone and had the shock of my life when i saw i recieved a message from moe. my reaction was like f**k! i was nOt ready! and they were 1 and a half hours early! but i held my breathe and opened it and straight away saw MERIDIAN JC. for like the first minute i felt quite disappointed just because i wasn't awarded with my first choice, but then after that i began to feel thankful coz i cannot imagine myself studying in tj. i think tj is like freaking boring, the open house sucked and the building's really small and old and the uniform's fugly.



then i began to find out that four of my friends got mj too and i got excited. at least i won't become a loner.

in the afternoon, i realised quite alot of other tkgians got mj too. feels weird to see the same faces again. i wanna make new friends.. ok, i can make friends with the guys. LOL.

now, i'm really thankful i got mj. really looking forward to join rock-climbing!! then my mom had to remind me abt ms sia, my band conductor. she WILL see me around sch and WILL try to force me to join band. no wayyy hosayyy....

btw, i went to nad's house with alia, ellai and syaf just now. will update more abt it soon.

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

~Run, Leona Lewis

ahhh.... i love that song.

WTF??!!!!! my plans for thw whOle day's cancelled because of my dad. whyyyy must he choose today to fall sick?? next week je lah. he didn't even let me go out for awhile only. hmmmmrrrfggghhhh!

i was really looking forward to meeting you girls, really. coz i missshh youuuu.. =(((((

hopefully i can go out tmr.

fingers crossed!