looking forward to the next meeting!

Happy Birthday dear Hannah! Muacks!

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17/02/2009
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I AM SO HAPPY. EXCITED. GRATEFUL. FRIGGING ESTATIC!!!!!!!!!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!

crying tears of joy!

ok, i believe one should try hard, but in certain situations, one shouldn't try TOO hard if not it just begins to look a tad pathetic.

sch so far is ok i guess. lazy to update.

WHAT THE FUCKKKKKK!!!!
i blardy hell didn't dsa into band, and what did i find under my cca records when i was registering for cca online? BAND, JOINED (DSA). fck it la, how can anyone force me to join? i didn't even dsa for one thing. i'm scared they wouldn't allocate me into rockclimbing. so i am so gonna see mr chua tmr. i'm guessing ms sia did this. with all due respect, i do not, repeat, DO NOT EVER want to continue band. rockclimbing is my passion. respect that, pls.

dammit i was late today! i arrived school at 7.50 sey.. i was late coz i ran all they back home from two stops away coz i forgot to bring results slip for the opting out of malay. then at school, i realised i took the malay cert instead of the results slip. waste my time sey!! and when i went into the hall i was so embarrassed la... so today i just bought myself a year planner. must be more organized!

so my subject combi is h2 bio, chem and math and h1 lit. i CAN'T WAIT to start lit seriously. and i hope we get to go to cambridge! the lecturer at h2 lit showed us pictures of the trip they had and they went to the globe theatre! that is so like WOW! i wanna go there! i was really tempted to take h2 lit (coz i love lit so much!), but i don't i can do the paper 5, and they do FIVE texts! compared to 2 for h1.. we're reading wuthering hts and richard III.

today wasn't much different from yesterday. a bunch of talks and more demo lectures.

the OGLs showed us the mass dance and we're gonna learn it tmr. it looks soo difficult coz it's veryy long. but i'm sure it'll be fun.




he's gone.. =((

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! was kinda fun, except throughout the whole day i was soooo sleepy and my eyes felt irritated even though they weren't red.



we had to make our combi choices by tmr so we had demo lectures to help us decide. they were really interesting and useful. i went to the h1 lit, h2 chem and h1 geog. mr alvin tan is the geog lecturer! you know, that trainee teacher who taught us, and who sweats like crazy. fortunate for him (and maybe our delicate eyes), the lecture theatres are air-conditioned.

man, i'm in jc... haven't really sunk in yet.. and guys all around. dunno if i can get used to it. but i'm mostly really happy i've got hannah, mimi and shik with me. made the day less unnerving..

and yes, i saw nuri. not until break time when hannah UNNECESSARILY pushed me towards his direction. got the chance the chat up with him for a while. he's a nice guy...

there are ALOT of familiar faces. practically the whole tk clique's in mj. and some other vs guys. saw some cedarians who were in obor.. and my ex-madrasah classmate too.. i think the biggest group is from tkgs. you can really see tkgians almost everywhere, really.

and lastly, i wanna be in phobos!

i woke up at 6.30am and switched on my phone and had the shock of my life when i saw i recieved a message from moe. my reaction was like f**k! i was nOt ready! and they were 1 and a half hours early! but i held my breathe and opened it and straight away saw MERIDIAN JC. for like the first minute i felt quite disappointed just because i wasn't awarded with my first choice, but then after that i began to feel thankful coz i cannot imagine myself studying in tj. i think tj is like freaking boring, the open house sucked and the building's really small and old and the uniform's fugly.



then i began to find out that four of my friends got mj too and i got excited. at least i won't become a loner.

in the afternoon, i realised quite alot of other tkgians got mj too. feels weird to see the same faces again. i wanna make new friends.. ok, i can make friends with the guys. LOL.

now, i'm really thankful i got mj. really looking forward to join rock-climbing!! then my mom had to remind me abt ms sia, my band conductor. she WILL see me around sch and WILL try to force me to join band. no wayyy hosayyy....

btw, i went to nad's house with alia, ellai and syaf just now. will update more abt it soon.

Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder

And we'll run for our lives

I can hardly speak I understand

Why you can't raise your voice to say

~Run, Leona Lewis

ahhh.... i love that song.

WTF??!!!!! my plans for thw whOle day's cancelled because of my dad. whyyyy must he choose today to fall sick?? next week je lah. he didn't even let me go out for awhile only. hmmmmrrrfggghhhh!

i was really looking forward to meeting you girls, really. coz i missshh youuuu.. =(((((

hopefully i can go out tmr.

fingers crossed!

The Academy Is...'s William Beckett

damn, he's hot.

yaye! went out with nad and alia... i remember exactly one year ago we went out just the 3 of us to suntec.. had fun at swenson's and waiting for a certain someone to show up at 5 but never did.. we wanted to play bridge but needed another person and were like begging nadia on the phone to come. sorry nadia, didn't know you were having such a bad day. blame nad, she forced me to call you.

we went around tm looking for presents for fifah, tas and lxq.. after that went to watsons to look at the hair curlers. the fairprice trip was the most hilarious. nad bought fruits for her picnic tmr and i went to the bananas section to pick my fav type of bananas for her and alia came and exclaimed: "Damn, those are long!" and i immediately said: "I know, and THICK!"

so sick can? we started cracking up after that. it's true that i love that type of bananas coz they're long and thick but i NEVER thought of it that way...

PONYO! hahah i love that movie!!! it's sooo cute. it's a jap anime btw, ponyo on the cliff by the sea. went to watch it at vivo with fad, kak isyah and kak nana. wanted watch changling, but kak isyah couldn't be earlier. hmph. but i really enjoyed ponyo. it's sooooooooooo sute seriously. can't stop singing the theme song.

so next was ben&jerry's. we order the expensive ones coz can get them for cheaper since kak nana's friend nurul works there. get this, we only paid one fifth of the bill. the bill's about $50, but we only paid $12+. hahah so lucky..

we ate outside and took loads of pics till 10pm!

BOWLINGGGG!

at last i got to bowl! haha. went out with six other angels and bowled at e!hub. it was sharifah and syaf's first time. the last time i bowled was maybe 3 or 4 years ago, so i was kinda nervous too.

first game sucked for me. i was beginning to feel frustrated and it started to get boring. nart was on fire!

then 2nd game, i dunno what happened, but i started to play better! nart even accused me of pretending to suck during the first game just to show off in the next. LOL. oh, fifah and hannah maintained ahh. both were damn good and had few strikes. hannah had 3 in total, can't rmb how many fifah had. so ya, i enjoyed the 2nd game more. haha.

next we went to mcd to hang out before the hei sushi buffet started. ok, i didn't really like the hei sushi part. what is it with the restaurant being freaking silent even with customers? we were like the only ones making noise, if not it was just silence. i didn't like the formal-like atmosphere, and the staff there were soo strict. nart didn't eat, so they reminded us that she wasn't allowed to eat a single thing. the staff really were at different corners of the place so they had their eye on us. nart did try to grab a bite or two once in a while. oh, and i think the computer thingy were you place your orders is useless. we had to call the waiter to place our order personally in the end. so annoying. some of the food was nice. i'm not a fan of japanese food, but i tried to sample a few types of sushi. then comes the udon.. haha funny part. everyone had a bowl coz it's complementary. it's freaking filling i tell you. everyone hated it. i didn't find it disgusting, just torturous to finish up since it's so filling.

the bill exceeded a hundred bucks. dammit ah. it's freaking ex and the food's not that great, so i'm never gonna be seen in there again.

after that we walked to mimi's house two bus stops away coz hannah and nart had to pray. we also watched jap movies on mimi's lappy. that was the day i got re-introduced into the korean and jap movies. i started to get addicted to wacthing the movies on mysoju after that. xP

i LOVEEEE talking on the phone. i really do. i feel like talking on the phone with someone now.. someone talk to me pls??!! haha.

yaye, i'm quite excited for next wk to begin: bowling and sushi on monday with girlfriends, movie outing on tuesday with the azam ppl, lunch with nad on wed, and class bbq on friday in commemeration of dear fifah, tas and lxq's birthday. shit i have to get three presents.


so today's sunday......... the day i have madrasah....... unexpectedly, i BUMPED into him..... hahahahahahahahaha.

lol.



i smiled and waved. he smiled back. we were soooo close. hahahahahahaha.

ok shuddup he has a girlfriend.

hey hey, you you!

i don't like your girlfriend!

no way no way

i think you need a new one!

haha i'm so evil.

ok i'm rily bored.

i think yellow looks nice on me. haha. i love wearing yellow now, especially my yellow selendang. before this i was all about red. now yellow. and black. yup-yellow and black.

shucks, did i look like a bee?

so anyway, i had zahra meeting at en-naeem yesterday. me and hannah are in the committee! heheh. so we went there at 7.30pm and waited at the conference room where alot of the madrasah ustazahs were there too. they were soo hyper chatting among themselves while hannah, zizi and i waited. there was another new one, hidayah. the meeting started late. lol

so we had an intro of each other first since we were new com memebers. hannah was first. the ustazahs and existing members wahhed and ooohed when she said she's from tkgs and going vjc etc. was so funny.

the meeting was productive. we brought up ideas for events for the whole year and we had quite a lot of laughs too coz the atmossphere was fun, not so serious. at last it ended at 10 and i found out hidayah's one of faizah's bf. smalllll worrrld.

seriously, i wanna kick something.


can i kick you? or step on your feet. hard.

what rubbish.


what rubbish what rubbish.




i wanna kick something.

Oh it tears me up

I try to hold on, but it hurts too much

I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay

...

Oh what are we doing

We are turning into dust

Playing house in the ruins of us

...

You can't play on broken strings

You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel

I cant tell you something that ain't real

...

Let me hold you for the last time

It's the last chance to feel again

~Broken Strings, James Morrison