my dad's having a mendaki club meeting at our house right now.. my mom prepared nasi briyani for them and two of them brought donuts and one brought muffins. =D my sis stole the oreo donut from the munchy donut box. xP so long since i last ate munchy donut's donut..

there's cake, apparantly for one of them, whose birthday is today i think.. the cake looks good.... chocolate cake with white chocolate shavings on it.. =D

ok, about the malay o level paper just now... i kinda liked the paper 1.. but now i know i could have done better. suddenly more ideas for the essays pop into my mind. lols. the paper 2 was quite difficult. kinda screwed the peribahasa part...

i hope i get A1, insyaallah.. =)

extended studies start today and for my class, we went to the studio as our classroom for the whole day except during mother tongue.. so i had prepared for the cold (of the SIX aircons in the studio) by bringing my jacket. but not many people in my class brought so almost all of us were freezing. we couldn't turn the temperature as the remote control is with mdm khoo and who knows where she was. so i shared my jacket with shafa and mimi. we took turns. haha.

then after school i started feeling a major headache coming on, but i thought it was just due to the cold, but really it was the hunger alarm. lols. i get headaches when i'm hungry.

so i munched on a caldbury on the way home.

nad, alia and i are gonna grow up together. insyaallah. =D

omg i'm in kelab obor.. actually i've always wanted to join. meet people, celebrities.. so fun... but in sec one i didn't even know they were asking around for ppl to join.. then this week syaf and nadia suddenly asked me.. =)

so there are four of us representing tkgs next year: sharifah, hannanah, ain(of 3/9) and i.



bring on the pressure.

today was fun! there was no school today cuz of promo day.... so the malay girls in my class went jalan raya... xiao qi also came along.. she borrowed baju kurung from mimi, but halfway took it out cuz she said it was hot.. so fotr the rest of the day she went around in shirt and shorts. haha. she 's so cute la, eating kuih and lontong. she likes serunding. haha so malayish.. then she also salam (or kiss) the moms' hands.. she even get duit collection. hurhur..so we called her bedah... at mdm azizan's house, mdm azizan was confused that we called her bedah, then she added abdullah behind it, so it's like xiao qi's "malay name" is bedah bte abdullah. hahah.

oh ya, there were 14 of us, so it was very fun being in a big group jalan-jalan together.. we also went to mdm lenny's house... she wasn't wearing the tudung so i didn't recognise her at first. she actually looked younger (haha kembang ah, mdm lenny, kalau bace ni).

after mdm lenny's, i went home... it was 8pm already, but sal, nat, farzean, fifah, shik and hannah went to cikgu zain's and maria's.. i heard they got home at 10. lols.

mdm lenny gave 10 bucks. =D

HARI RAYA FIRST DAY

us sisters =D
whole family

eating nasi briyani =D

umar is tiptoeing. xP

haha today was fun

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay it's finally here! i can't wait to go out jalan-jalan with new clothes and new everything, and eat kuih and ketupat and get packet money. =D i just love hari raya atmosphere. it's so... happy.. last night my sisters and i slept at 3am when my parents just came home from geylang bazaar. haha..

but sad thing, my family can't go visit my maternal grandmother cuz my mom is sort of fighting with her sister-in-law (my granny lives in house), which is quite ironic, since hari raya is the time for forgiveness and everything.... i hope everything turns out well (that aunt of mine is very egoistic, you see. don't wanna lose face)...

but whatever i'm gonna enjoy myself the next 30 days of hari raya! (yep, hari raya lasts for 30 days on the month of Syawal, since we've fasted for 30 days on the month of Ramadan)

i HATE people teasing me. kau menyakat aku, and make fun of me, i will take a LONG time to forgive you. and one more thing, don't treat me like a kid even though you like 1-7 years older than me.

month of ramadhan has come to an end, so it means it's HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!!

omg so fun! but let's update on what happened in school today..

we had checking of scripts the whole day-english, amaths and chem papers.
am not too satisfied with my english. was aiming for A1, but got B3... =((( i'm happy for amaths. I PASS!!! for the first time! hahaha. got B4, ok ah..

i fail chem paper quite badly. actually ALOT of the students in the cohort failed. but i'm still sad ah. the paper was unexpectedly difficult.

then after school i went home straight. was on the bus with nad. she was about to bitch about ahem when we saw her just two seats in front. hahah nad, i'm sure she heard you! LOL. since then she having this guilty conscience and keeps worrying. dah, gi minta maaf, ni dah hari raye.. ;))

i was so hardworking ah just now.. put up the curtains, vacuum the whole house and wipe some of the furniture.. =D

yay i can't wait LA! =DD but still got my baju raya problem. nad, you know what i mean. xP

yesterday was the first day of school after a very long weekend. i was both unbearable and memorable. we didn't have any lesson so the school made us listen to endless talks. the sec3s had a talk on social etiquette first. the speaker is so obviously metrosexual. but i learnt alot from him, until some attention seeking person(s) decided to be rude and insensitive. when the speaker was showing us (with a female model) how ladies should sit, suddenly there was this voice saying "So gay." it came from the AV control room upstairs. someone had deliberately uttered it through a microphone so everyone heard it. i was so shocked. that was so rude of her! the speaker is a proffesional who had coached participants in countless of beauty pagents. she was pratically insulting him.



the speaker was sitting on a chair on stage and, being a guy, was sitting with legs quite far apart. that stupid girl once again opened her big mouth and said "Mr, cross your legs." that is so disrespectful of her. the whole hall was quiet. the person obviously realised her big mistake. the speaker had a VERY pissed look. quite scary. since then he kept warning the girl and demanding her to come down and apologise. i dunno if she did or not, and i heard it was fiona from 3e5. she's so dumb to do such a stupid thing. now she's spoiled the good name of tkgs. THANKS ALOT, FIONA, if it's true you're the one.



then it's after school. i went out with alia, nad and sakina!=DDDD first we went to the geylang bazaar cuz alia wanted to buy green pkts for hari raya. then we went to white sands. i bought another bangle! and other stuff... so fun!
oh ya nad cut her hair. i think she looks prettier. she said she looks like marilyn monroe. haha cute.

WOO HOO!!!! EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!

my last paper which is csp, was ok... the paper 1 was difficult coz we didn't really know how to read the question (which is hilarious) but the paper 2 was quite easy.

yay next thing to look forward to is hari raya =DD

it's so bloody freaking HOT right now... WHY?? i need to study in a condusive environment.....


i really don't know wy she's so biased against me. WHAT THE HECK IS YOUR PROBLEM? she does no AT ALL treat the others like she treats me. for god's sake, i'm like the one who HAD least hated her. I EVEN THOUGHT OF COMING UP WITH SOMETHING FOR TEACHERS' DAY FOR HER. AND I WANTED TO BUY HER A FLOWER!!! dammit, i feel like just shouting at her and find out what's her problem.

yay! finally i've changed my blogskin! i was really so tired of the last one. i love this skin so much and love the song. =D

ok time to update on the past few days. had emaths paper on monday. it was ok.. didn't know how to do about four questions..

then, higher malay paper 2 was yesterday. i seemed really difficult, but after reading everything for like, a hundred times, it's actually quite easy. oh, and i got one peribahasa wrong. shit la, I KNEW there was something wrong...

so, now i am left with ONE paper, that is CSP. i'm sooooooo scared for paper 1. i pictured not knowing a single thing to write for compo, and handing in a blank paper. oh no, please don't make it come true. so i'm like trying to memorise a compo..

after friday's paper, it's GOING OUT WITH MY DARLS! yay i really can't wait.

oh shit. i'm having a major headache. shit. i can't study properly!!!!!!!

my dad wanted to bring us out yesterday. i initially refused. wanna study. but then i would have been alone at home, and what the hell was i suppose to eat when breaking fast?

so i followed. we planned to go johor, but there was major traffic jam at 1st and 2nd link, so we went to break fast at jurong point's banquet instead.

then we went to the bazaar at geylang. it was damn crowded! i was sweating profusely. people are just walking past and looking, not exactly buying.

we visited cik yah's shop at joo chiat complex next. i was so tired i sort of collapsed on kak isyah (who is working there during her school holidays). mak mah was there too.

sha sha was so 'kecoh'! she and my mom are so funny when they joke with each other.

so we went home at around 1am and reached at 2am. so tired.

omg YOU HAVE TO WATCH THIS.



THX ATIFA FOR TELLING ME ABT IT.

ever since atifa told me she watched this youtube video of muslim converts , i got interested about finding out about them. since 6am just now i have been watching videos on muslim converts on youtube. and there are ALOT of negative and repulsively insulting remarks coming from non-muslims from America commenting on the videos. majority of these people are american christians. they used vulgur and accused prophet muhammad of having raped women! it is utmost uncivil and repulsive! they said islam is a CULT! CULT!! i am soo angry. they should be more aware of what they are saying. it is as though muslims are those radical ones only!

i don't believe in terrorism, but i think those terrorists did what they did not for islam, but revenge on america. well, they started everything right? the afghanistan, iraq. is all because of resources? oil? i am not sure. but i am sure terrorists are only using religion as an excuse, when there is actually something very wrong with themselves.

i am very glad i live in singapore where majority have equal thinking. in america, most of them would be intimidated or leer at muslim women wearing hijab (headscarf) so they are some who feel insecure about wearing it. on the other hand, in singapore, some muslim women purposely refuse to wear them fashion-wise when we are fortunate that in singapore society, we are accepted even when we wear hijab. i urge you to see these videos.







and this is really cool.
a scientist who converted to islam.



and i just love this video. it's so funny.








to non-muslims, please don't get offended. i am not insulting any religion. just stating my views on the videos i watched.
and i hope those insensitive americans will stop being rude and please have a more open mind to what is happening ALL around them, not only judge from what they hear. the world does not revolve around you, like you think it is. if you are not one of them, then i salute you, and i'm not referring to you.

i don't have a boyfriend la. saiful hidayat is just the previous owner of my geography TYS book. i don't even know him. lols

this week i sat for my end-of-year chemistry, hml paper 1, amaths, core geography, biology and literature elec papers. JUST THREE MORE TO GO!! =DD

chemistry was CRAZY, RIDICULOUSLY DIFFICULT. serious! even the mcq. i took quite a long time getting through it. damn even the clever peeps said they're screwed. oh gosh.

hml paper 1 was chicken. i've always loved writing malay essays. =D

amaths was quite easy. yay. i studied what..

geog was quite crazy.. i didn't memorise certain details that were required.

bio was easy. hehe i studied.

i only spent less than an hour studying lit.. was concentrating on bio... soo, ya lit was quite crappy. i wrote shit.


btw, i watched final destination 3 on HBO yesterday. it's so cool. all the deaths somehow related.. no plot, but quite scary.

can't stop thinking about it, especially the part those two bimbos trapped in a tanning machine and died slowly. the temperature was increasing. can you imagine? it's like being trapped in an oven! crazy.

and i was on air again yesterday. =D on 98.7 this time. dedicated a song to my friends in tkgs. hmm, i don't think anyone heard that. xP

end of year exams have already started. sat for english and social studies paper. english was easy, ss seq was chicken, sbq was duck.


sbq was so diff! i did the seq first and was smiling from ear to ear, then sbq, i felt like crying. and i didn't have enough time. sbq answers were crap.

i stomach rumbled just now.

hmm, actually, i'm kinda enjoying fasting on this holy month of Ramadhan.